(Sorry I just really wanted to make another sad image)
Y/N'S pov: It is already been a year since I last seen ethan. I tried to follow his advice and I met someone. And that someone was tyler. I realized we got a long quiet well and turned out to be good friends and then even more. I love Tyler but I still love ethan. Even though I'm with Tyler this doesn't mean I'm not cutting. Yeah I still am but it has gotten better. The I plier crew has been helping me out too! I was just fine untill that faithful night.~~~~~~
"Y/N we need to talk." Tyler started. "We both know you still have been cutting right and you still love ethan right?" He asked me. I just stared at him nodding my head. "Well I found a therapist that can help you ok." He said as held my hand. "Heh thank you tyler. Why do you look so sad? This means I'm going to get better!" I say with a lot of excitement. He just sighs and gives me a envelope . 'Look at it" he says as I don't hesitate to do so. I open up the envelope as my eyes start to water. In the envelope held a plane ticket to Cincinnati for tyler. "Your l-leaving me?" I say in disbelief. "I'm sorry Y/N I love you with all my heart but just not like a girlfriend. I just decided to move back to Cincinnati and I can't handle a long distance relationship." He says as he hugs me. All I could do was cry in his arms. I already lost ethan and now I'm losing Tyler
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The day that Tyler left was the day I committed suicide. Everybody was gone. I wrote a note to each person explaining why I did this. I couldn't bare to be alive anymore. I just couldn't do it anymore. Always being hurt always crying always cutting. I JUST CAN'T! I walked into the bathroom and locked the door. I took out my pills and ate around 4 or 5 of them. I grabbed my razor blade and started to cut one final time. I went to my legs,arms,thighs evrywhere. And soon enough I reached my wrist. As I hesitate to do so I finally got the courage and cutted both my wrist. As I fell on to the floor I heard a voice that sounded way to familar.....ethan~ "Y/N it wasn't your time....." was all I heard untill I blacked out
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I wake up in a unfamiliar place. It had clouds angle music and halos the eyes can see. I was in heaven. The place I wanted to see ethan the most. I started to walk around untill I felt a grip on my shoulders. I spun around and ment with those (Blue,green hazel?? Choose one so nobody complains what his eye color is -_-) eyes. "ETHAN! I yell as I hugged him. " I missed you so much!" I say as I could feel ethan hug me. "Y/N it wasn't your time..... but I'm glad to have you back in my life." Ethan said as we both share a passionate kiss. "Don't leave me again." I whisper to him.
"I promise to never leave you again. I love you"
"I love you too"
Hey my little weridos. Yeah I made another image. I had another sad thought. Yay........hope you enjoyed it. Anyway bye my little weirdos
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