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Forever

( This is not a smut this is a image. So sorry)
Y/N POV: It has already been a year since ethan has died. I still can't get over it. I missed him so much it hurted just to think of him. He died in a car crash. Mark,Amy,Tyler and Katherine have been helping me get threw this. They know I was already sucidal when etha was here but now it has gotten worse...

"Y/N  we will be right back were going to th store!" I heard mark yell. As I saw the door close as all of them left I ran to my room and shut the door. I grabbed my pocket knife and lined it up with my wrist. Just as I was about to cut I heard something that I never thought I was going to hear. "Y/N please don't"  I heard the voice say. I looked up and there I saw him....ethan. I stood up and looked him. Tears began to fall down my eyes as I ran to him! "Ethan your alive!" "No I'm not Y/N I'm still dead" Ethan  said as I stop running towards him."I just came here to tell you to please stop cutting. It's not your time yet. I want you to keep living and find somebody better than me. Just because I'm dead doesn't mean you have to be dead to." Ethan says in a kinda whispered tone. "Ethan... I-i have to do this. I love you too much to just forget about you. Ethan please just let me do this." I said as I put the blade this time to my heart. "Y/N no! Think of mark amy Kat and tyler. They will all be devastated I'd they saw you dead. I know you love me but you have to move on"  Ethan says as he comes closer to me and kisses me. I know he was a spirt but I can still feel his soft lips on mind. He pulled me into a hug as I kissed back. We finally stops and he looks in my e/c eyes. "Promise me you will find somebody diffrent. Somebody that will make you happy like I did. And when it's your time to go up there. I will be there waiting for you." Ethan whispers the last part. I nod my head and hug him one more time before he dissappears. I go to the window and look up in the sky. "I'll miss you ethan. Whoever I date and whoever I marry. I will always love you

Forever~

Hey my little weridos!  Yes I know this story is sad buts it's the only thing I had in mind. Hopefully I'll be able to update again this weekend. Anyway bye my little weirdos! (Also the video up there I love it. You should go watch it :D)

Stay cranky!

Oh and  *smooches ^3^*