My Boss' Fling and First Love (On Edit)

Chapter 8 - Questions

Jai's POV

I OPENED my eyes slowly. I'm staring at the ceiling while processing everything that happened last night. I don't know what I should think or feel. Should I be fine of giving it to him? Or should I be unhappy because it is what he might only want from me?

"Please don't regret this Jai, because I won't."

I hope those words were true, but who am I fooling? I'm expecting that he'll change after this. I stood up but I felt the ache down there. I sighed, it's itchy.

Muli akong umupo habang tanging kumot lang ang takip sa katawan ko and when I guess I'm slightly fine, I carefully stood up and gladly, I did it.

Napailing na lang ako nang maisip kung ano ang isusuot ko gayong hindi ito ang kwarto na tinutuluyan ko. Agad rin akong napahinto nang may makitang pitch sweater na nakapatong sa kama. My cheeks instantly heat up after seeing a lacy underwear. Kahit na hindi naman ito ang unang beses na binilhan niya ako ng underwear, h.ck, hindi pa rin ako sanay.

I quickly took a bath and wore the clothes. I look at myself in a whole-length mirror. I don't look bad.

The pitch sweater felt so soft on my skin. Hindi naman halata ang tits ko na nakapagpatawa sa'kin. Maybe, that's the reason why he didn't bought me a bra. Hindi umabot ang haba nito kahit sa itaas man lang ng tuhod ko, but it's very comfortable to wear.

I opened the door. Saglit pa akong nagtaka nang makita ang mistulang living room at kitchen. Naalala kong kwarto niya nga pala ito. I sniffed, ang bango ng kwarto niya, it smells like him.

Dahan-dahan akong bumaba ng hagdan dahil masakit pa rin talaga. Not only my v, but I think, my heart too. The situation is different this time, I'm the one who insisted first. Surprisingly, I don't feel like I'm regretting what I've done.

Maybe, little by little, I could already accept the fact that he'll treat me this way. Only as his fling, never his first love, never his fianceè.

Kawawa naman kaming dalawa ni Amixel, pareho kaming talo sa first love ni Drake.

I stopped when I smelled something really really fragrant, and it's coming from the kitchen. Agad kong naramdaman ang pagkulo ng tiyan ko. Hell yes, I'm hungry!

"Good morning," Drake gladly said. Muntikan pa akong mapatili nang lumapit siya sa'kin at buhatin ako nang parang isang bride. He really loves carrying me, doesn't he?

Maingat niya akong pinaupo at biglaang hinalikan. He bit my lower lip and he quickly pulled away. Tumawa siya at bumalik sa pagluluto. The hell?

Gusto kong umirap pero napako ang mga mata kong hindi ko pansamantalang makontrol sa katawan niya na nakatalikod sa akin. He's topless and only wearing an apron. I grin from ear to ear, he's cute.

"There you are, let's eat."

Inilapag niya ang mga pagkain sa lamesa. Humila siya ng upuan sa harapan ko saka naupo roon. Hindi mawala-wala ang ngiti sa labi niya at hindi ko mapigilan ang pamumuo rin ng sa'kin.

Napaiwas ako ng tingin dahil sa naisip ko matapos niyang lumingon sa direksyon ko. I can't believe that this guy sitting across me already saw me naked! Gosh, that makes me really shy for a moment.

"I-I'm sorry if it hurts."

Napalingon ako sa kanya nang marinig 'yon. Did be just stuttered? My smile grew wider. I'm surprised seeing him this serious instead of having a mocking smirk or smug smile on his face. I can't help but to nod to assure him that it's okay. He got nothing to be sorry for, I'm the one who insisted.