Let Me Love The Lonely

Chapter 33

*Your pov*
After I told Jonathan the good news, he picked me up and twirled me around. I giggled as he set me down. I looked back at my dad and gave him a small smile. He didn't smile back but glared at me. I rolled my eyes and just kissed Jonathan's cheek. I went up to my room and laid down on my bed. I was thinking of names for the baby and came to this name that would be perfect. Phoenix. I smiled at the thought of naming him Phoenix. I was about to fall asleep when Jonathan came in and sat at the end of my bed. He softly rubbed my leg and smiled. I smiled back and tried to pull him so he can lay with me. He laughed at me struggling and plopped down next to me. I hugged him tightly and kissed his neck. "Jonathan, I thought of a name for our son." "What is it?" "Phoenix. Do you like it?" "I love it y/n. Phoenix Delirious Jr. Denis. It goes together don't you think?" I giggled and softly punched his arm. "Yeah it's perfect Jonathan." We laid there talking about our future while everyone else was downstairs. I heard my stomach grumble causing me to blush. Jonathan chuckled as he rubbed my stomach. "Seems like somebody's hungry." "Shut up Jonathan it's been a long day." We laughed as he got off my bed and helped me up. He held my hand as we walked downstairs. He went in the kitchen to make something while I went to the living room and sat with Kyle. She smiled and rubbed my stomach. "Aww, look at the baby bump popping out already." I giggled and softly pushed Kyles hand off my belly. "We're hungry so Jonathan's marking us something." She laughed and told Tyler to go help him. He nodded and bursted through the kitchen. We heard Jonathan scream and cuss at Tyler causing us to laugh. I sighed as I tried getting up. "Have you thought of a name yet y/n?" "Yeah Kyle. Wanna hear it?" She squealed as she hopped on the couch next to me. "Of course I do y/n! Let me hear it!" I giggled as I saw her eager face. "Okay well his name's gonna be Phoenix Delirious Jr. Denis." She giggled at the name. "Delirious Jr.? I'm guessing Jonathan added that name huh?" I giggled and nodded my head yes. She smiled and squealed and gave me a big hug. I held her tight and started tearing up. She pulled back on the hug and wiped my tears away. "Why are you crying y/n? What's wrong?" I smiled at her and just placed my head on her shoulder. "I'm fine. I was just thinking about my future with Jonathan and the baby. We're happy and everything while you and Tyler have your own baby. Kyle, I'm happy about the baby, but I don't want to go through all that pain. I'm afraid I might bleed out and not make it." She pulled me back in for a hug and shushed me. "Shh, y/n you're gonna be fine, I'm sure of it. Jonathan's gonna protect you, so will I. We're here for you baby girl, don't worry about anything just dry your eyes and think happy thoughts. Oh and Jonathan chose that nickname for you, baby girl. It goes with you." I giggled at her and got up to go to the kitchen. Once I got in there, I saw Tyler and Jonathan arguing. They looked like they wanted to kill each other. "Jonathan, Tyler, why are you guys arguing?" They stopped arguing and looked at me. Jonathan walked up to me and kissed my forehead. "I'll tell you later y/n." I nodded my head and glanced at Tyler. He looked annoyed so he left the kitchen and went to the living room with everyone else. He glared at me when he passed by me. 'I wonder why he's mad? Especially with me. I didn't do anything bad. Right?' I was pulled away from my thought by Jonathan waving his hand in my face. "Y/n, you okay? You look upset about something." "Huh? Oh y-yeah I'm fine Jon. But why was Tyler glaring at me? And why were you guys arguing?" He sighed as he looked down at our feet. He then picked me up bridal style and took us to my room. He set me on my bed as he went to go close the door and locked it. When he came back, he kissed my nose and sat down next to me. "Y/n, would you ever leave me for somebody better? And be honest please." I felt my heart sink when he asked me that. I tried not to cry but my voice was going to crack I could tell. "J-Jonathon, of course not. I'm with you for a reason. We've talked about this already. I told you I would never leave you. What's wrong? Talk to me." He had tears in his eyes but he tried not to let them fall. "Y/n, I've been getting bullshit today. You're dad thinks I'm not 'father material', Luke passed by and claimed that he was the father of our baby, and Tyler tried to convince me that I should just let you be with Luke but that's not gonna fucken happen babygirl. You. Are. Mine. I don't care what your dad says I want to move away with you and our kid which is why I'm gonna do something when we get back downstairs." I raised and eyebrow as he finished his sentence. I wiped his tears away and kissed his lips passionately. I could feel his lips form a smile in the kiss. I broke the kiss and smiled as he put a strand of hair behind my ear. I giggled as I got up to unlock my door. When I opened it, Kyle was there with Tyler. They looked concerned about something so I let them in my room. "Y/n, break up with Jonathan." "What?! Why Kyle?! I thought you were happy for us. Were you lying?" "He....he hasn't broke up with Amber officially. She's coming over to take Jonathan back." I looked back at Jonathan as he had a frown on his face. I walked towards him and placed my hand on his right cheek. I slapped it softly and giggled at his shock expression. "You haven't broken up with Amber?" "No I was gonna do it when we first met, but I saw you with Evan all the time so I figured I should just stay with Amber. But after I found out she's been cheating on me with Jake, which is stupid because she got all booty tickled whenever I was with you, y/n. But I chose you." I smiled at his statement and kissed his cheek. I held his hand and took us downstairs with Tyler and Kyle behind us. Once we got to the living room, we saw all our dads talking to Amber and Jake. I walked over by dad and cleared my throat. He looked up and stared at me with concern. I raised an eyebrow at him and glanced at Amber. She was smiling for some reason so gave a small smile back. "Um, Amber, how's the baby? Have you found out it's gender yet?" "Yeah y/n, it's a girl! I'm having a baby girl!" "That's good Amber. Congratulations!" She ran up to me and hugged me tightly while jumping up and down. She let go of the hug and turned to Jonathan. "Jon, I'm really sorry for claiming you to be the father. I just wanted to see how you would react." "Damn Amber, I thought you did it just so you can make y/n be mad at me." I lightly slapped his arm and turned to face him. "Jonathan, she's apologizing. Don't you think you should accept it?" He looked at me with a disgusted face expression. "No, not really y/n. Don't forget that she called you slut, had Jake invade your house, tried to make a fool of yourself, and tried to say that I was the father of her baby." After he said that, I was in a lot of thought about the whole thing she's put me through. I sighed as I turned my focus back on Amber. "Why are you here anyways Amber?" She glared st Jonathan then back at me with a smile on her face. "I came to see if you wanted to go baby shopping. Kyle can come if she wants. I need help with cute girl clothes to get Carly. Her names gonna be Carly by the way." I smiled at her then turned to where Kyle was at. She looked down with her arms crossed. I glanced at Tyler and he just rolled his eyes at me. I looked down then back at Kyle. I wasn't sure if she was jealous or anything, but she shouldn't worry about it right? She's my best friend in the whole world. I felt tears form in my eyes as I ran to her and hugged her tight. She hugged back and started crying on my shoulders. We went to my room so we could talk. "Y/n, I love you and Jonathan but, are you really gonna go with Amber? I mean everything Jonathan said was right. She's trying to manipulate you." I smiled and wipes her tears away. "Oh, I know Kyle which is why she invited you. She knows that she can't get away with anything when you're around. Remember when you got in a fight with her?" We both giggled at the memory of Kyle and Amber fighting. "Yeah I remember that. She really didn't see that coming haha. Good times, good times." "Haha, why didn't I record it that day? It was HILARIOUS! She looked so clueless, hahaha!" After our laughter died down a bit, we went back downstairs and got some water. We both sighed as we caught our breath and went back to them living room. Kyle looked at Amber and snickered. I pretended to cough to hide my laugh, which worked. We both glanced at each other then at the guys. They looked at us like we were crazy which made us burst into more laughter. Kyle fell to the floor while still holding my shoulder until she grabbed her stomach. Since I was laughing really hard too, I grabbed my stomach, then my knees. I was about to fall on the floor until my sides started hurting. I quickly stopped laughing and grabbed my sides trying to calm myself down. I looked at Jonathan as he looked worried about me, but I gave him a small smile and placed a kiss on his cheek. I then cleared my throat and turned to Amber. "Woo! Sorry Amber but all that laughing actually made me tired. Maybe we can go baby shopping some other time." She gave me a small smile and nodded her head anyways. She came and gave me a hug, then she gave Kyle a hug. After she left, Kyle asked for a pair of pajamas. I ran to my room and got her a shirt and some plaid pants. I ran back downstairs and handed them to her. After she took them and went to my room to change, I went to go sit on Jonathans laps. He wrapped his arms around my torso and placed his hands on my breasts. I blushed as he started squeezing them and rubbing them. I glanced st my dad and saw that he was mad, so I pushed Jonathan lightly and got up. I kissed his lips roughly and rubbed his thigh. I stopped kissing him and winked at him. I saw him blush which caused me to smile and kiss his cheek. I ran to my room and plopped on my bed. I was rubbing my belly as Jonathan walked in. He looked irritated about something as he sat at the end of my bed. "Y/n, we have a problem." I raised an eyebrow as he got closer to me. "What's wrong Jonathan?" He looked at me and smiled. "You started this." He pointed down to his crotch so I looked down and saw that he was hard. I blushed to myself as I saw his hard member. "What do you want me to do about it Jonathan?" I kept staring at his now hard dick. I heard him chuckle underneath his breath as he got up to lock my door. I looked at the floor as I heard him walking towards me. I could feel my face heat up every time he got closer. Once he reached me, he lifted up my chin and kissed me passionately. He laid me down and got on top of me. He started leaving trails of kisses down my neck to my belly. He then took off his shirt, then he reached for mine and took it off as well. He started kissing my lips again, but more roughly than usual. I broke the kiss as I pushed him off lightly. "J-Jonathan, please stop." He buried his face in my neck and started sucking on the bare skin. I tried to make him stop, but he was stronger than me. He pinned me down and started leading his hands down my body. Once he reached my waist, he put his hand on my jeans waist band asking for permission to take them off. Without thinking, I gave him permission as he unbuttoned them and took them off. He then took his pants off and threw both of them across my room. He got back on top of me and started to grind his hips against mine. It felt kind of weird, but it was my fault that he was like this. He then unhooked my bra and took off my panties. He threw them off the bed and took his off after. He kissed my neck causing me to moan softly in his ear as he did. He let his fingers trail down my sides and to my thighs. He started rubbing between my thighs as he started sucking on my neck. I arched my back just a little to make him stop teasing. I felt him smirk in my neck which caused me to pull on his hair lightly. Without any warning, he inserted two fingers in my womanhood. I gasped as he was fingering me hard. I bit my lips to keep my moaning quiet since everyone was still downstairs. Jonathan kept going faster to the point where I reached my climax, but before I could, he pulled his fingers out. I was breathing heavily as I saw him sucking on his fingers. He stood up and went to grabe something from one of my dressers. He came back and kissed my forehead. "Y/n, that was fun, but you ready for the real fun?" My eyes widen as he said that. "T-there's m-more? Jonathan... I don't think...we should....continue this." He smiled and showed me what he grabbed. It was a condom. "Yup, there's more. This is what you get for teasing me in front of your dad and everyone else." "Jonathan, I'm sorry. I won't do it again. I'm tired you asshole. You teased me and now I'm tired." "Oh, my girlfriend isn't going to bed just yet." He put on the condom and got back on top of me. He leveled himself to my womanhood and entered himself. I held onto him as he started thrusting in and out of me. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he started going faster. It felt good to feel him inside of me again, even though I'm pregnant. I wasn't sure if it was okay for me to be making love when I'm pregnant, but I'll just go to the doctors office tomorrow and ask. As he was hitting my g spot, I scratched his back. I was pretty sure I left marks on his back. We both reached our climaxes causing us to pant heavily when he stopped. He laid on top of me for about five minutes until we both caught our breath. He then laid down next to me pulling me closer to him. Our sweaty bodies caused us to become tired. Jonathan kissed my forehead as we both drifted off to sleep.