How can I survive living in a house full of boys?

Lazy Day... Well

I'm finally home. I've woken up from a well deserved sleep but I feel like death. My head hurts, my throat is sore and my nose is blocked. Ugh

'Room service!' Chris says and walks in my door with a tray

'Oh Chris you're a life saver' I say and reach out for the tray. He takes off the lid and it's a full plate of a chicken roast dinner and next to it is a bottle of Caribbean juice and painkillers. Just what I need

'We all made it since Caroline isn't here' He says and sits next to me on my bed 'How you holding up' he says

'I'm okay. My head hurts though' I smile

'Well take those painkillers. Oh I almost forgot!' He says and walks out my room 'TYLER!' He shouts

'YEAH?' Tyler shouts back

'QUICKLY THROW UP THAT POT ON THE SIDE! NO NOT THE DRUGS THE OTHER ONE!' He shouts and I laugh slightly at his attempt to make me laugh

A moment after he comes back and sits next to me 'The nurse said you're dangerously underweight and need to take these' He says

'Oh... thanks' I say

He pats my leg 'Call me if you need anything Elena' He says and gives me a sympathetic smile

'Thanks Chris' I smile. I put the tray on the side and hug him. He hugs me back. He then stands up and turns on my TV and Xbox

'Oh how did you know' I say and giggle

'Well your boyfriend is a youtuber!' Right...

'Oh yeah thanks haha' I say. He smiles at me and walks out shutting the door behind him

I sigh. I'm alone again with my thoughts. Everything's rushing around in my head and it's driving me crazy. I look at my lock screen of my phone blankly, it's a picture of me and Dan. I look happy, content. How did I get myself into this mess. I drag my finger over the the picture and it reminds me of a funny video of Dans and it flashes its self back into my mind

Why're you stroking the font that's really fucking weird

- you're just jealous of our relationship

Relationship I think to myself. Maybe me and Dan should take a break. Maybe we aren't even meant to be. I don't know what to do, I'm so incredibly stuck. I decide I'm not going to sit here and do nothing, I set the tray on the side and decide to actually take part in civilisation. I walk down the stairs and look into the kitchen

'Hey Blake' I say

'Elena!' He says and rushes over to me giving me a warm hug and I happily take it in, hugging him back 'how are you. You should be in bed! Strict words from the doctor' Blake says lecturing me

'Blake please. When have I ever listened to anyone. I do what I want' I say smiling slightly

'Of course Elena' Blake says chuckling shaking his head at me. I then see Dan approach from behind Blake. I instantly feel like I need to rush over and feel his warm hugs, his dimples showing off as he smiles at me and I miss his laugh. I miss him. But I remember what I thought in my room and think against it. He smiles at me awkwardly

'Hi' He says

'Hi' I chocked out. Shit

'You okay?' He sounds worried

'Yeah' I say a lump in my throat and I think he could tell I wanted to cry. I just want him back but it's so hard

'I'm gonna leave you two to... yeah' Blake says and walks off. Dan walks up to me and looks me in the eyes. Oh how I miss looking into his beautiful deep brown eyes that kept me captive every time I looked into them and before it Dan engulfs me into a warm hug and I start crying

'Why does it have to be so hard' I cry out and Dan rubs my back in comfort. I can't let him do this to me again I think. I push him away and start to walk back upstairs when I hear Dan sigh in sadness. I turn around slightly and look into his eyes. A tear slips down my cheek 'I'm sorry Dan' I say and run upstairs

'No Elena please wait!' Dan says running after me. He manages to catch me at my door being much faster at running than me 'please' He says panting

'What Dan' I say sadness laced in my voice

'I know what's about to happen and Elena I can't let you go. I can't let you walk away from me. I love you Elena. So fucking much' Dan says and my heart skips a beat hearing it. Next thing I don't think about and I kiss him passionately, desperate for it. Our lips moving in sync as he kisses me back and pushed me up against my door, he puts his hand on my waist massaging them making our kisses more rushed. Suddenly he stops kissing me, opens the door and pushes me in, locks the door and kisses me again pushing me up against the wall and I kiss him back never wanting this to end. He digs his nails into my butt making him moan, I love the effect I have on him. He then moves his hands from my butt onto my hips and massages them. Then he breaks the kiss, picks me up and lays me on my bed, hovers over me and attaches his lips to my neck kissing it and sucking at the weakest points occasionally biting making me moan. Best makeup kiss ever