Thoughts- Part Two

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If anyone is confused. When the writing is in italics Like this that means it is Jungkooks dream. The rest is in the present :)

Jungkook POV

"I'm sorry. Please let me in..." I plead through the door to Yoongis room. From what I could hear, there was a slight shuffle and I heard the door unlock- Yoongi looked out from his dark room and squinted at the light from outside. His messy mint green hair was all over the place, it was shockingly clear that he hadn't left his room in a few days. Surrounding his beautiful brown eyes were heavy bags and puffy redness that showed his sleep deprivation. And it was all my fault. For a brief second his eyes met mine, in all my days I had never seen so much pain and fiery anger all at once in a person. I never wanted to see his eyes fill up with tears and hear his heart break each night he knew that I stole his true love.. I stole her.

I think when he slams the door in my face I realise that I went about loving Y/N all wrong. I never want to hurt her or Suga. Longing for her is all I can do, in the end it is best for everyone. Hence- this is my last night. I want to dance with her and hold her...I want to kiss her and make her happy. I want to show her the best night of her life so she can cherish it when we..  when we end things. This was all I could do for him.

"He doesn't want to see you." Taehyung scurries out of his bedroom looking smol and cute. I smile slightly at the sight of the boy looking all dressed up. "Tae are you going to the banquet thing?" I ask him, raising an eyebrow in confusion. In previous years, we had never bothered attending these lame dinners for the staff. We had so much work we could take time to breathe. With a small cock of the head, Taehyung laughs at me and nods.
"We're all going. Even Yoongi. He's just tryna get in the shower." Taehyung chuckles mockingly again and tuts at me. "I see your infatuation with her won't stop. No matter who you hurt" Pain flickers through his eyes momentarily, then he looks blankly forwards as if he considers his next move wisely.
"I'm sorry that this is selfish Jungkook. I'm sorry you feel mistreated. I'm even more sorry about what I have to do next." He walks over to me and cups my face, planting a small kiss on my lips as a tear drops from his eye onto my cheek.
"What are you doing?" I exclaim, pushing him away quickly. For a moment... I kissed him back. Why did I feel drawn to Taehyung? Ever since I first met him it's always been...
If this is a dream
My dream...
It didn't make sense.

Y/N POV
"Are you ready to go?" Yoongi whispers in my ear, lacing his pale arms around my waist. Only this man can make me swoon in 0.1 seconds. Applying as least pressure as he could, Suga leans his chin on my shoulder and looks at the mirror in front of me too. There's his gummy smile, it shows his pink gums and flawless white teeth. Somehow his lips disappear and he looks like a smol fluffy toy I just wanna hug and kiss and-
No.
Stop it.
"Yeah, I just need to grab my bag!" I go to move but Yoongis arms are still wrapped around my waist and stopping me from escaping his grasp. "Yahhh... I need to move so we can gooo " I whine and pout cutely, brushing the hair away from my eyes. "Oppa... You're always stopping me from leaving the house in this way! Jebal! Let's go!!" I squeal, slapping at hid hands and running away quickly enough that he couldn't catch me. Even from the living room I could hear his melodramatic  sigh as he walks to follow me.
"We're not travelling with those pabos!" Yoongi claims, his voice cracking slightly as his jealousy flickers in it- I smile at him cutely and stick my tongue out before running into the Bangtan apartment. 
"I'VE ARRIVED MY KINGS" I scream, throwing my bag on the sofa and running over to Hoseok to pull him into a tight hug. "JUNG HOSEOK YOU LEGEND, THAT MIXTAPE WAS THE THING OF DREAMS" my hands move to the side of his face as I pull him towards me and plant a kiss on his cheek. In a second, a deep red tint spreads over his cute cheeks. "And YOU! Whatisthisrighthereimsoproudofyou" The ring planted on Jins left ring finger gleams in the light.
"It's rose gold and HE HAS ONE TOO" Jin gets all excited and we scream together like that.  My eyes widen at the news, making me bolt over to Namjoon to grab his hand and inspect his one. "Oh my god you cuties..." I cry, wiping away a small tear that escaped my eyes. From the corner of my eye, I see Yoongi staring at me with horror and adoration. She's all mine Yoongi thinks to himself and smirks.

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