BTS Yoongi X Reader 방탄소년단

Thoughts

"We need to work" I pout at the boys in front of me acting too cute to learn their new dance moves. "Look, I get it! 'Its too soon to work blah blah blah' but you have a performance in a few months infront of all your *die hard* fans. Like your fandom scares me" Covering my smile with my hand, I giggle and turn my back to them to begin dancing.
"Noona... we'll dance if you" Jimin trails off and thinks about their demands.
"LET'SGOSWIMMINGNOONA" Taehyung and Jungkook exclaim in unison, each grabbing one of my arms and shaking it. Yoongi smirks at me and nods approvingly. "I... Well... Okay sure! Now, dance." Everyone jumps into position and follows my moves- these cute pabos...

Jungkook POV

I know I shouldn't think about her, she's not mine to think about. Regardless of that I find myself warming up when I hear her giggle and see the smile spread onto her face. Why? Why can't I help wanting to be the reason behind her smile... It's almost like every time I close my eyes, I see what could have been...

"Look, I'm just saying... if you want to go out tonight I'll just tell me boss that I can't make it to the dinner tonight" Y/N looks at me with genuine eyes and smiles cutely. How in the world did I manage to win her? 
"Honey, this is important. Plus... I'm invited! What makes you think I don't want to go" I wink at her, "plus.. I get to see you in that red dress. You'll look so se- good. I'll see you tonight babe" Putting my hand against her slim waist, I softly kiss her cheek and jog out of the room. I take a deep breath and leave her apartment to head over to the flat I share with the other guys. Ever since Y/N decided to choose me, Yoongi hyung hasn't left his room. I miss him.. but I get it. I took his girl, his reason to smile.

Jin looks at me inquisitively, tilting his head to the side and brushing away Namjoons sleeping head. He carefully placed my hyungs head against a fluffy pillow and walks towards me, tugging my hand gently to make me follow him. Blindly, I follow him to the rooftop of our apartment block and he winces at the sun to look at me. "What's bothering you?" He sighs. He has such a calm tone which reels me in every time and helps me unwind. I can tell him things, unlike Taehyung. He hasn't spoken to me much since the incident either. I thought we would be friends regardless of what we did but.. I guess not. Maybe I went too far... would I take it back? No.

"Y/N- it's time. I'll be over in a minute. I need.. to talk to him. Maybe he'll forgive me if I try" I speak through the phone to her, I'm sure she'll understand how important my relationship with hyung is.
"Jungkook? If you think it's the right thing I just" she sniffles through the line which makes me worry... "don't be too sad if he doesn't accept the apology because" she takes the moment to sniffle again. Was she crying? "We really hurt him that night. I'm sorry I need to go" and with that she hung up on me. I should go and check on her but... Yoongi's room is right there.

Y/N POV

"I'm just- this is the first time I've truly left the house since the accident for anything other than work." I take a deep sigh and fall back onto my bed with the phone in my hand.
"You'll be fine... Trust me! Look- I know I messed things up a while ago for you and Yoongi but it's okay now.. can you please truly forgive me?" Seo Hyun pleads through the line, I had been trying to put off the fact for as long as I could.
"Eonnie... you did a crappy thing. I forgive you. Everything turned out okay. Promise you won't do it again?" For as long as I can remember I gave into people's demands too easily.
- you should change you hair
- you should lose weight
- you should let me take the credit
It's a big problem.. But when it came to Seo Hyun, I'd give up my home to have her in my life. I do love her, I lot her more than words can describe.
"I won't ever hurt you again. I'm so sorry. I love you.  I miss you." Even over the phone, I can picture her sighing in relief. Beautiful isn't the word I could even use to describe her... she was put of this world pretty.
"Seo Hyun.. wanna come to the beach?" I muster up the courage to ask her. I think its time I face her- I think I can.