Sprousehart oneshots

Missing you

Lili's pov

      "I promise I'll call you every single day Lils," Cole whispers into my hair while I hold onto his torso tightly. Cole has a few business things to attend to in Los Angelos so he's going to be gone for three weeks. I know I should be able to handle this, but Cole is like my family and we're together all of the time. I can't imagine not being around him for that long which is why this is gonna be so hard. "Final boarding call to Los Angelos." booms over the speakers but I just tighten my grip on Cole. "I'll be back in no time, love." he tries to comfort me but I can tell he doesn't want to leave either. "I'll miss you." I say softly, looking back up at him as I loosen my grip hesitantly. Cole rubs my cheek and mumbles, "I'll miss you more." on my forehead before leaving a sweet kiss on it and then a quick one on my lips as his manager pulls him away. He turns around to give me one last reassuring smile before he disappears onto the plane.

      I'm sitting on set while Camilla films her scene, twiddling with my thumbs and biting my lip. Cole told me that his flight would land at 2pm Vancouver time and that he would call me as soon as he landed. It is currently 2:53pm and my stomach has been doing cartwheels since 2:10. I pick up my phone again to check that I don't have any missed called, nothing. Mädchen comes over and sits next to me rubbing my back. "Hey hon, how you holding up." I looked up to meet her concerned eyes and suddenly all of my worries and anxiety hit me like a brick and wash out as I start to sob. "I'm so scared." I stutter through my sobs. "Oh Lili, sweetie, everything is gonna be just fine." she pulls me into a hug so I can cry into her shoulder. I hear Roberto call cut and footsteps running over. Another hand falls on my back brushing through my hair and I recognize that it's the presence of Cami, "Lils, what's wrong? Should I call Cole?" Camilla asks concerned. The mention of his name just makes me sob more, "I'm so worried about him, his flight was supposed to land an hour ago and he still hasn't called." Cami opens her mouth to respond when my phone suddenly starts ringing. I scramble for it and breathe a huge sigh of relief seeing that it's Cole's name that is showing. I quickly answer it eager to hear his voice, "Hey Lils!" he starts happily, " I'm so sorry that I'm just now calling, my flight was delayed and then they lost my bag and this is honestly the first time that I had a chance to call you." I sniffle and try to hide my post crying voice, "I'm just glad to hear your voice, Cole." Of course I can't hide from my detective boyfriend and he immediately notices the change in my voice, "Are you alright, have you been crying what's wrong?" he rushes out concerned. A small smile crosses my face at his sweetness before I explain it all to him. "I'm fine now. I was just worried about you, that's all." "Oh I'm sorry Love, I really didn't mean to worry you but I'm glad you're feeling better." "Yes me too, your voice sure works miracles," I chuckle. He lets out a little laugh and starts to respond when he is interrupted by his manager talking to him in the background. I hear him say okay and then he returns back to the phone, "I'm really sorry but I've got to get going, duty calls," My smile fades, "Alright I understand, have fun." "I love you" he responds. "I love you too Cole." I can practically see him smile sadly before he has to hang up the phone and I return to a glummer state. 

Ten Days Later

      Cole is not even halfway through his trip and I'm already going crazy we talk every night but that's not the same as having him here with me. My anxiety has really been acting up, everything makes me nervous and jumpy, I get mad at people easier and I've been ignoring most everyone. I can tell Camilla is really trying to help me out but my mind just isn't cooperating. I don't think Cole knows because I've done a good job hiding it when I'm talking to him since he can't see me but it just gets harder and harder. Not only is my anxiety acting up but I've had to film a lot of scenes by myself and crying because Cole isn't here to film with me so that has not been helping. 

Six Days Until Cole Comes Back

      I honestly don't know how I've made it this far. I've officially stopped talking to everyone except for Roberto when I have to and Cole when he calls. I haven't slept in the last two days because when I do I get nightmares about something bad happening to Cole so I decided it's best if I don't sleep. Normally, I would have Cole here to cuddle me and make me feel better but unfortunately facetime isn't that advanced yet. I'm shaken out of my thoughts by Roberto yelling to us all that we can go home. Before anyone can talk to me I run out of the door, get into my car, and head straight home. I grab a pint of ice cream before falling onto the couch and turning on friends hoping to find some comfort in watching my little nugget boyfriend. Since I haven't slept in so long, there is nothing I can do to stop it tonight, it overcomes me and I fall into another frightening fantasy. 

      I wake up jolting off the couch with tears already streaming down my face. I know that I have no other option but to call Cole, the only thing that will calm me down rhght now is hearing his voice and knowing that he's okay. I take a deep breath and reach for my phone, facetiming Cole. He picks up after three brings and mumbles something in a sleepy voice before fully opening his eyes to give me a smile. "Hi Lils, listen I kn—" he stops talking immediately when he notices the tear stains on my cheeks, "Hey what's wrong, are you alright?" I look at him for a second and open my mouth to say that I'm fine but everything just snaps. I burst out into tears, my shoulders raking from the sobs as I drop the phone on the floor and my head falls into my hands. "Lili, Love hey hey just talk to me I'm right here." Cole says. I talk a few deep breaths after picking up the phone again and listening to him whisper sweet things to me. "Now you want to tell me what wrong?" he asks concerned. I look right into his eyes on the screen, "I miss you so much." I whisper, silent tears continue to fall down my face. Cole looks down a bit before whispering, "Oh Lili, I miss you too." at that I start to cry harder and then it all comes spilling out. I spend a good 30 minutes telling Cole all of the troubles that I've been having without him including my anxiety and not being able to sleep anymore. "I'm so sorry, you have no idea how bad I want to come home to you, Lili." I sniff in response and snuggle deeper into the couch. "I don't think I can last another 5 days without, especially with all the nightmares." I whisper to him. He looks at me sadly, "Well how bout you go get in bed and I will talk to you about my crazy life until you fall asleep, how's that sound princess?" I nod my head as I wander to our bedroom and lay down specifically on my side. Cole begins to talk to me and the sound of his voice soothes me into sleep. 

Cole's pov 

      I hear Lili's breathing slow down and deepen and once I'm sure she's asleep I hang up to call my manager. "Yeah I know this is important but it's more important for me to go back home so that's what I'm going to do." I angrily tell my manager while I stuff my belongings into my suit case and book a flight back to Vancouver. That's right, I'm going back to Vancouver five days early because I miss Lili with all of my heart but more importantly she really needs me right now, I promised to always keep her safe and stay by her side so I plan to do that. I run out of my hotel room, catch a cab, and I'm off to catch my flight back to Vancouver.

      My flight lands in Vancouver at 6am, I get my luggage and get into a cab calling Roberto to tell him that I'm going to surprise Lili on set because I know that I won't be able to catch her at our apartment. He tells me that he'll have Lili film right away so that I can get to set and go to her trailer without her seeing then he'll let her on a break and knowing my girl, she'll come right back to her trailer. 

      I've set up a few bouquets of flowers around Lili's trailer to surprise her but I decide to wait in her room and really surprise her. I hear her unlocking the door so I quickly jump into position. I hear her walk in and call out, "Hello? Did someone stop by here?" She lets out a sigh and I hear her footsteps come closer. She opens the door to the bedroom and immediately drops all her stuff seeing me. Her head falls into her hands, bringing her gaze to the floor and she starts to cry. I get up off the bed walking over to her concerned, "I'm imagining you!" she sobs looking at me. Sadness floods my heart as my sweetheart continues to cry. I lift her chin to meet my eyes, "I promise, I'm here." She starts to cry more but wraps her arms around my neck, I pick her up and she wraps her legs tightly around my waist, burying her face in the crook of my neck. "Please never leave me again." She mumbles into my chest, tightening her grip on me. I smile into her hair and press a kiss onto her head, "Never again baby, never again."

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