monophobia|jenmin

Run Away

~flashback ends~

My body found a mind of its own as I walked up to the big wooden doors.

I pushed open the doors and saw how everything in the mansion was the exact same.

The chandeliers

The maroon and gold accent.

The big hallways that lead to the study rooms and guest rooms.

I saw the pictures.

My heart ached.

Mom.

Dad.

Hobi.

And me.

I felt the oh so familiar sting in my eyes as the tears started to fall.

I walked up the spiral stairs into my room.

I opened the door and had to instantly grab onto the side of the door for support.

My heart ached at the sight.

My room was still the same.

The pink princess stickers on my wall.

All my toys on the floor.

The messy bed from when I found myself alone in this same house.

Everything was the exact same.

I slowly walked towards Hobis room.

Still holding the wall for support.

I slowly pushed open the door.

I looked at everything.

The memories all hit me.

Of how all the times he was my hero.

Like when I got bullied.

Cried.

Had my tantrums.

Was mad.

And just wanted someone to play with.

He was always there making me smile with his bright smile.

The smile that even thinking of it can make your day.

Thinking about it now it was probably forced.

I walked to his bed.

I fell to my knees.

And bawled.

My fists clenched around the blanket of his bed.

I laid my head in the bed and just looked at everything.

I heard footsteps come and a hand start rubbing my shoulder.

I turned.

My eyes met with the one and only heartless bitch.

Her long black hair falling down to her waist.

Beautiful and innocent.

Her beauty was the only nice thing about her.

In she inside she was heartless, ugly and evil.

I quickly got up to my feet and slapped her.

I slapped my 'mom'.

I don't consider her 'Mom'.

She looked down knowing she deserved this.

I stared in her eyes.

The way I looked into her eyes told her everything.

The sadness

Betrayal.

Disgust.

Disappointment.

The hate.

I didn't want or have to talk to her for her to understand.

I pushed through her and left the mansion.

As I was walking I just realized that I had left y'all in the restaurant.

All of the sudden the loud thunder boomed through the empty streets.

'Great' I thought.

I had nothing on me as well.

I started walking as the water hitting the floor went from drizzles to rain.

I didn't know where Jimins house was so I walked the my old shed.

My old shed was where I used to live before Jimin took me in.

Now the small old alley.

Between the old abandon apartments.

Where the old guys and thugs hid.

Where the drug dealers made their sales.

I didn't want to be here.

I wanted to be with Jimin.

Jimin.

Every time I started thinking about Jimin I got a weird feeling in my stomach then immediately after my heart hurt because he wasn't by my side.

What if he leaves me because I ran away from him?

What if he never even wanted to keep me anyways?

To leave me alone.

I thought as I found my shed.

I was soaking wet and sat down under.

My shed was a little house.

An extra large doghouse I found a long time ago.

The rain got heavier and heavier and I was already crying.

As I crawled into the small house I pulled my knees to my chest and prayed.

Prayed that Jimin would find me.

The thunder and lightning kept scaring me.

I heard a familiar voice in the distance.

I couldn't keep my eyes open long enough to see who it was.

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