All We Have🖤

Chapter 5. empty bottles and hickeys

As I walked inside 'shining pearl' I saw Maya carrying beer and bottles to tables giving guys a slight smile and wink. She recognized me as her face turned into a serious frown walking to me. "What happened?" She asked as she slowly lifted her hand against my right jaw/cheek. I just looked in her eyes waiting for her to realise. "Lets put some ice on it." She said taking my hand and leading me backstage

She pulled out a bag of freshly made ice, wrapped it in a cloth and gave it to me. I pressed it against the blackmark on my cheek, left after Kells slapped me. "Why did that happen?" Maya asked. ".. All I can say is, I cant be a stripper anymore" I said. "Why?" She asked sitting next to me on the couch. "Kells found out as soon as I came in the house the first night. He got mad and slapped me" I said. Maya looked at me with her eyebrows mad. "Im thankful, that you gave me a chance to change everything. But Kells isnt fine with it" I said putting the ice down. "You know what?" She asked. I lifted my head up as an answer. "Get him back. Guys get jealous easily. Maybe thats what he needs and deserves" She said. "No! If I make him jealous god knows what will happen" I said. "Come on. I promise you." She said. I looked at her being unsure about her idea.

She took my hand and led me to the broken mirror at the corner of the room. She gave me her makeup palette. "Do it." She said. I looked at her slowly but unsure taking the palette.
I made a few blackmarks, and fake hickeys here and there on my neck and chest. She helped me blend them out.
"Go home. See how he reacts" She said.

Iwas about to exit when she stopped me. "Hold on. Take this. As an extra" she said handing me fresh cash. Just around 50$
"Thanks" I said putting it in my front pocket.

Later that day..

I opened the door to our house seeing Kells on his phone swearing. "Shit" he said trying to open the phone. I looked at him and then went past him. "Hey babe" he said. "Hey.." I said tenderly as I walked at my room past him. "Wait.." He said taking my arm. I turned my head around seeing the rage starting to fill his eyes. "What the fuck is this?!" He asked getting steamed up and mad. "Are those hickeys?!" He asked. "Maybe they are!" I said standing up for myself. "You're not 14. Take them off" he said. "I cant!" I said. "Who did that to you? Huh? Imma find that motherfucker" He said. "A guy.." I said bringing up the tension.

He agressively turned me around about to hit me again. I quickly put my hands infront of myself scared. He didnt do it. He was about to, and I knew he wanted to
He slowly put his hand down looking at me with his face turning sad. I slowly and scared backed away from him. "Baby.." He said walking to me slowly. I just started walking away from him faster and faster until I eventually reached the wall. I looked at him worryed and scared.
"Baby.. Im sorry" He said coming to me as I put my hands on my face leaning down on the wall as I sat on the floor crying. "Baby.. Shh" He said trying to take my hands from my face. I was shaking and really afraid. "Baby.. Dont. Im sorry" He said trying to calm me down. "g-go away" I said with a shaky voice. "Baby" He just kept saying.

He slowly backed off after I was crying

In the morning...

I woke up with tears in my eyes. In my own bed. I got up and went infront of the broken mirror in my room. It broke when Kells got mad a few months ago. He threw it off my hand and onto the floor. It had a few shatters here and there
I got up and went outside my room

I walked outside my room in new clothes. shorts, a tshirt and my hair up on a bun. I saw Kells laying on the mattress in the livingroom playing with his phone as I walked past him to the fridge. "There's some soda and other food here if you like" I said. "alright" He said.
"I payed the rent by the way" I said. "Cool" He said. " I got us warm water enough for the both of us" I said. "Okay" He said.

"Cant you just fucking thank me for once?!" I asked raicing my voice and shutting the fridge. He didnt even look at me. "Kells!" I said. "What?!" He asked raising his voice. "You could have had plenty of jobs to choose from and you decided to strip as a living" He said. "Well thats something!!" I said going to the livingroom. "What a slut..." He said looking at his phone again.
"The fuck did you just say?!" I asked going infront of him. "Heard me. Slut" he said looking at me
Slowly rage started to control my body and I just wanted to push him. I just wanted to hit him and punch him as hard as I could.

I went next to him about to hit him but he grabbed me smoothly making me fall on top of his lap. I pushed him about to hit him.
He didnt react in anyways. He was just there waiting for me to hit
"Go ahead.. I deserve it" He said looking at me in the eyes then looking up.
I held my fist up wanting to hit him so bad. I wanted him to feel the way I felt when he slapped me. I wanted him to crumble down and cry
I looked at him waiting for me as I slowly put my hand down breathtaken
"I didnt know you would have the guts to do that" He said looking at me again.
"I didnt do shit" I said.
"yeah. Cause you dont have the guts for that" he said looking at me.
"try me" I said looking at him mad. He gave me an evil smile then quickly turned me around so I was under him. He held me against the mattress looking in my eyes breathtaken. Damn that was sexy
"so that's all you got?" I asked. He looked at me for a second then passionally and fast kissing me.
We started kissing and making out as I opened his belt at the same time. He took off his shirt throwing it away.
He then took off my shirt, and shorts as he was wearing nothing but boxers. I undid my bra as he was kissing my neck
I dragged off his boxers revealing his manhood.
He went further down on me pulling my underwear off using his teeth
He threw them the same direction as he did with his shirt. He got back up putting his body against mine being on top of me. His body was so warm and strong I felt protected just by it. He kissed my neck and breasts just to tease me even if I knew he was completely naked with his manhood just a few inches away from my entrance
I just wanted him so bad I got too desperate waiting
"Baby stop teasing me" I giggled. I could feel his smile in the kisses.
I was so turned on and straight horny I couldnt control myself anymore. He teased me by touching my body and kissing my neck and breasts without him actually putting himself in me.
He then took his manhood putting it in me as I couldnt wait any longer. He started moving on top of me touching a good spot inside me at every beat. "Kells.." I just moaned his name in pleasure. He started thrusting as he realised how good that special spot felt. "You like that?" He asked breathing heavily. I nodded my head as I was moaning and smiling and scratching his back tattoo

When he came he held himself in for a while
I just held him there and opened my eyes.
He then got from on top of me and went to the other side of the mattress breathtaken putting his arms around me. "You're all sweaty" I said. He laughed. I smiled and looked at the ceiling
"You know I love you, right baby?" He asked. "Yes" I said looking at him as he kissed me. "I love you too" I said going in his arms. I felt protected but also like I had to leave