Hurt | pjm sequel pt.2

6

That night you call me. I feel happy. I don't know why. You asked me to meet you at the park. I just said alright and i went there to meet you.

As i arrive at there , my steps become more slower and weaker. I thought you were alone. But you were with your girlfriend. You wrapped your hand around her waist as you waved your hand at me. How i wish it was me.

I waved at you back and fakedly smile.

"Your girlfriend?"I asked you.

You nodded "yes" you smile proudly.

"Hi"She greet me politely.

I greet her back and smile weakly.

No wonder you like her. She's way more and more prettier than me. She is polite. She has a good manner. Unlike me.

I am useless , a lonely person , introvert , and stupid.

"Congratulations"I congratulate them.

They smiles as they say thanks to me.

"I have to go. I have something to do. Goodbye"I said to you guys and immediately left from there.

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I lay on my bed and tears flow through my cheeks.

I'm tired to be hurt

I'm tired of everything

Jimin , why you makes me fall for you?

Why can't you just tell to me that you loves me as a friend

But instead you give me a sweet words and hopes and treat me so well

That keeps makes me wonder that you like me

But i guess i'm wrong

You like someone else and not me

Am i really will end up being alone?