In Between Solid Particles

"Hello, Yes, The Devil"

We were walking down the halls of our school, we have been here for eight years, crazy.

I got alot of looks but I didn't really care, I wasn't that insecure type but I hated attention. How can that work I don't know.

After walking for 5 minutes, I saw her , how though?, that was a stupid question, she goes to school....duh...

BY WHY TO MY SCHOOL?

As she passed, she didn't look at me, but she kept staring at Mike, staring deeply, but once Mike passed her she looked straight again......

And didn't even ecknowledge me,

Wow...

I suddenely felt something inside of me, anger.... but why?,

It's because alot of people looked at me, because I looked like a mess and it's all Mikes fault for  waking me up too early and making me sleep late and make me run...

my mind suggested that reason.... but deep inside I knew that wasn't the reason.

I looked at Mike, and suddenely started scolding him

"Its all your fault, you sadist made me run from the early morning and MADE ME THIS SWEATY"

he seemed dead on confused, and didn't even know what to say...

"WHAT IF I TRIPPED AND FELL AND WENT TO THE HOSPITAL WOULD YOUR LITTLE JOKE BE FUNNY????!" I bursted out,

He got so startled, he put his hand over my mouth and dragged me to a nearby room, it had no one inside, once he locked the door, and secured everything, he looked at me, at first angrily, then sighed and spoke...

"I am sorry, I didn't mean it" he said while fixing my shirt,

"I thought it would be funny and we would watch it over and laugh at ourselves and eat ice cream together" he stopped for a little bit.

"I didn't think of it like this" his eyes showed it all, he was sad, I can't help but feel guilty, I made him sad....

"I am sorry" I said "it was kinda funny plus I did want to exercise, I am just being very extra and dramatic"

"You know, my dose of extraness for the day" we both chuckled and left the room, and headed to our class.

As we sat down on our seats, greeted some familiar faces well mostly Mike did, I usually don't like talking alot just to the few people I am really close to, I dont trust alot of people unlike Mike, who is known to almost all the school, how does he do it?

To be honest, I don't really care much about popularity, having a small loyal group of friends is equally as great.

Just as I was deeply thinking, a familiar figure walked in.....guess who....

OBVIOUSLY it's her, it just had to be her,(I mean this is a wattpad story ofcourse it would be her)

Whyy god? I thought I would only see her at the convenient store and that would be it but NOOOO... she had to show up
IN MY FREAKING CLASS!!!(again wattpad story what do you want from me)

I wasn't sure if I was happy or angry about her being here but would that change shit?

NOPE....

Many thoughts clouded my mind, not only about her, but simply about everything, maybe a thought or two about her but the rest was just plain random..

"Mark, mark, mark!!" Mike said, snapping me out of my deep thought chain,

"stop sleeping the teachers here" I didn't respond at first, he signed

"and you're ruining your hair" I immediately bolted up, anything but my precious hair.

The teacher was kinda fat, crazy black hair, she looked nice, she started taking attendance, 

'yes, perfect chance to find out her name' I thought,

one students name after the other was said but her lips did not move, I was confused,

'did I miss it?'

'No impossible' I couldn't have missed it I was paying the most attention ever,

"Miss, you didn't call my name" she spoke her voice sounding so soft and smooth uhhhhh, 

I am not a pervert I swear,

"Oh really? Whats your name then?"

"Lona" umm gotta admit the name didn't really attract me but meh.....

"Hey, hey mark" Mike said while nudging me

"Yeah?"

"Lona, more like she lon-a me a kiss, uh uh?" Here he goes again with his lame puns, that was so bad.

he searched for approval and because he looked so pitiful I gave it to him.

Class started, and as usual I wasn't paying attention, I was the type of student to actually get good grades but never try answering anything voluntarily or do my homework,

Mike on the other hand, actually listened but never worked hard so he wasn't the type to get good grades, just a pass would be a great success to him.

I kept glancing over at lona, she was way infront, I was more like a back person, sitting at the back gave me the ability to eat, sleep, text etc.. without the teacher noticing, for most times atleats.

She wasn't perfect, not even close to perfect, but something attracted me to her, is it

Her small, red, cherry lips?
Maybe
Her nicely alligned, small nose?
Maybe
Her green, mixed, unique eyes?
Maybe
Or just the fact that her face matched beautifully????

BUT YET SHE ISN'T PERFECT SOMEONE PLEASE COLLECT ME FOR I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT!!

I don't know.... but she was wayyyy too skinny which was a concern to me.

Wait....what??? Who cares? I just met this girl,

no wait scratch that I just saw this girl,

She doesn't even know I exist, let me focus on my studies something that will actually benefit me.

Pfttt bitch you thought, I meant let me focus on my sleep.