In Between Solid Particles

Normal Until The Uninnocence Reaches

Mark POV

After school was over, Mike drove us back to our apartment, nothing unusual.

I was still very curious about that so called 'project' of his, which was apparently a project over the summer with 'Jessicaaa.'

That story, yeah, completely bull to me.

Knowing the person I am, I will question him and I will prove that his story is bull with facts and reason,

But knowing him, he will probably avoid each and every fact and reason. Therefore making my reasons useless.

Don't be like mike.

The car ride to and from school is always quiet, it's not like awkward and we have nothing to say, I mean Mike has lots of things ton say about his summer project with Jessica,

When am I gonna let that go?

Probably Never.

Anyway it's just that we want it to be quiet so we can have time to think to ourselves and like just breathe.

School can be hectic and add that to keeping a bad boy image when really you aren't even close to a bad boy.

That's mostly mikes struggle but for me, I struggle because as I said my only true friend is mike. Of course mike has loads of quote on quote 'friends' but for me I tend to stay quiet all the time, I rarely speak at school just because I don't trust my mouth.

To summaries it, I have a huge mouth so if I start talking I D O
N O T S T O P.

Like literally every long life secret will be said. And people here don't need to know about mine and Mikes secrets

So I stay quiet, and that KILLS me because I love to talk and sass people.

How is that relevant to anything? I don't know.

The car ride is so quiet I needed something to think about but since I had so much quiet time I ran out of things to think about, so I am thinkink of reasons to why it's so quiet.

Today, school was boring, so really there is nothing to think about.

I wonder what's going on inside Mikes head.

Probably that 'project' with Jessica.

I turned to look at Mike to analyze his face since I got nothing to do.

He has a jawline, unlike me he had groomed thin eyebrows mine are all over the place and thick.

He was wearing black shirt, black jeans. It's so cringy seeing him acting as a bad boy when he isn't.
Am I just salty because people like him more?

Maybe. I don't know.

Actually not really, I never really cared. When I am in school all I think about is how much I just want to leave school.

I already have Mike so it's fine.Girls are a very abandoned topic to me. I AM AN ADULT VIRGIN.

I just want to get a job first then I could find my soul mate. So I could take care of her.

I sometimes wonder is there really anyone that finds their lover in high school, then grows up with them and marries them??

Like not only their last senior year but like from the beginning of highschool and grows up with them.

That would seriously be awesome! Just imagine all the places in school you can take her to.

You could take her to your old toilet stalls and she would still be emotional.

Heck, we could even eat in our old cafeteria and it would be romantic since we have so many memories there.

Maybe I should find a girl. Is it worth it though??? Like I have to put in so much effort.

Yup no forget that.

"Hey do you know what they call that math thingy that you use to measure angles?"

I freaked out. Who is that?? what the hell?? I had my eyes open the whole time, but now it felt like they were fully closed and now they are opened.

I snapped out and figured out it was just Mike. I must have been so into my thoughts I forgot he was there. It happens. Alot.

BUT GUESS WHAT I WAS DOING. YUP I WAS STILL STARING AT HIM!!

I turned around so hard, I could have broken my neck. I was so embarrassed. Fortunately he let it slide. For once he isn't being an asshole.

What's with his question though?? 'Math thing'

"Do you mean a protractor?? (right spelling???)" I say alittle hesitate because schools over don't make me think.

"Yeah that" he replied, then silence??

"Why did you ask for it?" I ask quite confused, like don't say something then stop.

"Do you have one?"

"Yeah?"

"Why don't you pull it out and measure my jawline angle because you like staring at it so much"

Silence but with a smirk this time.

Remember when I said he wasn't being an asshole?? Well scratch that he was being NOT just an asshole but a VERY SMELLY asshole.

He suddenly burst out laughing and pulls out a freaking tomato out of somewhere. There was a tomato in his car for some reason???

I was still pretty confused about where that tomato came from so my eyes start searching his car for places that can hold a tomato.

*flash*