What happened to the old me

Dont leave me

I couldn't sleep at all last night. I went in Collins's room... but then I remembered he was at the hospital. My heart started beating fast and I was breathing heavy. I went downstairs to see if mom and dad were home. Nobody is home, I guess I'm home alone. I got my clothes on and went to the hospital, crying the whole way there. Who knows whats happened. this could be the last time I see my brother. I prayed the whole way there. When I got to the hospital I saw mom and dad sitting in the waiting room. "Where's Collins!?" I asked panicking. "He's getting tests run. He hasn't waken up yet." Right as they said that a doctor came out, she had a strange look on her face. Mom grabbed dad's hand, then mine. We were all shaking. "So, Collins test results came back, and he has heart failure." The lady said
"WHAT?!" I screamed.
Mom started crying and dad was mumbling a bunch of stuff
"It's very unlikely that he'll live, he has about a month."
My mom gasped and dug her head into my dad's chest and sobbed. Dad was sobbing. I was sobbing. "How could you do this to me?!" I screamed at the lady. "There's noting we can do, he has a very severe case of it, it's very rare."
"C-could I see my b-brother?" I asked sobbing.
"Yes follow me." I followed the lady and mom and dad stayed in the waiting room.
I walked in and saw Collins with tubes in his arms, breathing tubes, and he was hooked up to a machine that was beeping slow. The doctor left so I could have alone time with my brother. "Collins." I said grabbing his hand and crying. "Collins please don't leave me. I know you can get through this, your strong." I said sobbing. "Devan..." I heard his weak voice say. "I don't think I'm going to make it... I love you more than you know." He said as tears came streaming down his face but he managed to smile. This could be the last time I see my brother smile. I couldn't get any words out, I feel to my knees and sobbed. "I-I Love y-you t-too collins" I said with a shaking voice. "Devan" his weak voice said "yes?"
"I need you go do me a favor"I grabbed his hand and said "yes?"
"If I die... I need you to stay strong, I will see you again. You can take over my YouTube and exp-" just before he could finish he let out a big scream. "What's wrong?!" I asked. I ran to get a doctor, about 10 doctors ran in and pushed me out. "NOOOO!!!" I screamed. I pounded on the door until dad pulled me away. I was sobbing uncontrollably. I can NOT lose my brother.

Sorry for the short chapter. I'll try to post again tomorrow night. Sorry I haven't been posting a lot lately I've had a lot going on. Love you guys!❤️