Hey guys!!! Um i actually am writing this to tell you um that i need a brake. I wont be gone that long, maybe just a week.
The reason for this is, the last couple of days...more like weeks have been rough. For example today i almost passed out and because of the loss of breath i got scared and had a panic attack. my hands went numb and my feet started to as well. I currently feel very sick.
Along with that happening today, as i mentioned earlier, the past couple weeks have been rough. I haven't been remembering things that i should be able to remember like what i had for dinner. but i cant. Also my days go by in a blur. I dont want to eat or get up or do anything. I just want sleep.
That is why i am taking a brake.
if you know by reading in the past, i have anxiety and along with that, i haven't mentioned before, depressive states. I am currently in one of those states and there is a possibility that i wont be taking a brake i will be writing a bunch but so far im taking a brake.
Please wish me luck in this next week or two.
All of my love,
Aly
