Obsession

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"Wait so we are going to lie that we are together?"

"It's not lying, we are kind of together"

"Umm not really but ok. Don't you think your parents will be pissed that you were on drugs, in prison while you had a baby on the outside?"

He makes a thinking face, "Yeah they are going to be really pissed, but I know they will be happy to meet you both"

I let out a deep sigh, "your mom is going to hate me I just know it"

He grabs my hand and smiles at me, "no she is not going to hate you Vanna. She is going to love you. My mom would never hate someone I love"

I stare at Jiyong in deep thought. I have to do this I know it will be good for Cheonsa.

"Okay"

"Okay?" He replies smiling.

"Yea I guess" I say unsure and nervous.

"Great!" Jiyong wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me into his chest. It feels so weird to have him show me affection.

"I'm going to call my mom to let her know" he gets up and walks to his room. I hope they don't hate me, but even more I hope if anything they just love Cheonsa.

•G Dragon•

"Jiyongie~" my mom picks up happy.

"Hi eomma, I miss you"

"I miss you too! When are you coming to visit?"

"That's what I was calling about, I'm coming to visit. How does tomorrow sound?" I hear her gasp in excitement.

"That's sounds great honey! I can't wait to see you"

"I can't wait either. Also I'm bringing someone with me, well two people"

"Oh? Who Jiyong?"

"Very special people. Mom I trust you and I love you, and there is something I've been keeping from you" I'm going to tell her now so there are no surprises.

"What is it Jiyong?"

"I have a daughter" I just let it. My mom is silent for a long time.

"Jiyong what? How? When? You just not too long ago got out of prison"

"I was with a girl before I went in. She was my assistant, and we were together for a bit before I went in. I got her pregnant before I left"

"Jiyong how could you do that? You left this poor girl alone with a baby! She was out alone to take care of your child while you go play dumb with doing drugs and going to prison" I sigh quietly. "I know mom, but we have talked since I've got out and I'm in their life"

"Where was she when you were in prison?"

"We broke up during that time she didn't want to be around me, or have the baby around me" I hear my mom scoff, "Well i don't blame her, I would have done the same. Jiyong if you are a father now you better be there for them and be responsible. It's your job to take care and protect your family"

"I know mom and I am. I love both of my girls with all of my heart. I would give my life for them, they mean the world to me"

"Are you mad?" I ask after silence.

"No Jiyong. Your a grown man, I was waiting for you to have children. I wish it wasn't in such a bad condition, I'm sure your girlfriend was very stressed being a single mommy. I also wish you would have told me since the beginning so I could have helped her, but I'm happy everything is okay now and I'm a grandma!" I smile at her happy voice. I feel bad for leaving some parts out but it would have gotten too complicated if I told her.