Obsession

9

•Vanna•

"Jiyong."

My palms start to get clammy, my heart rate quickens.

Why am I getting like this?

My gaze on my feet, I feel Jiyong's eyes staring at me.

Looking up I meet his stare, it's only been three weeks since I last saw him but for some reason his eyes are different.

"Vanna how have you been?" Jiyong walks closer to me with a small smile on his face.

"I've been alright, how about you?"

"I've been good."

I nod my head smiling a bit, this is kind of awkward.

Knowing that we had sex I don't know how to act around him.

"How about we catch up, want to get a drink at the bar just up the street?" Jiyong smiles.

Jiyong looks so different than before I just can't put my finger on it.

Hesitantly I nod my head yes.
"Lead the way."

We start walking toward the bar.

"So do you have a new job?"

"No not at the moment." I answer playing with my fingers.

"Did you get a new assistant?"

"Yeah she's my girlfriend now."

I look up at Jiyong.
"Girlfriend?"

He looks at me a laughs a bit.
"I'm joking, I don't have an assistant at the moment."

I sigh kind of loudly, why did I feel my whole body tense when he said he had a girlfriend? It's not like I'm jealous. I don't have feelings for Jiyong.... At least I don't think I do.

"Relax." Jiyong smirks at me.

We walk the rest of the way to the bar in silence.
Getting inside its a low lit bar. With music playing.

Jiyong leads me to a booth.

A waiter comes up with a notepad.
"Hey what can I get you guys?"

"I'll have a beer, and she will have...?"
Jiyong looks at me.

"I'll have a Malibu pineapple."

"Alright I'll be right back with your drinks."

Jiyong looks at me smiling.

"What?"

"I didn't know you drink alcohol."

"Sometimes." I smile.

The waiter comes back and gives us our drinks.

"So how's idol life?" I ask sipping on my drink.

"Same as always, but I'm actually on break right now."

I nod looking around the bar.

"Hows college life?" Out of the corner of my eye I see Jiyong scoot a bit closer.

"Good, I haven't gone back yet."

I look at Jiyong seeing how intently he's looking at me.

Scooting away a bit I slide out the booth.
"I got to go to the bathroom I'll be back." I walk away toward the bathroom.

•G Dragon•

I watch her walk away, biting my lip I look around to make sure no one is looking as I take a small sleeping capsule out of my pill bottle.