i can't help // junghope

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you didn't have lunch
so you took mine
which i was happy to offer
"you do look a little skinny"
you grabbed me by my hair
and banged my head against the table
you caused a scene
but i still looked up to you
with my most beautiful smile
because i wanted you to see it
and fall in love with mine
like i did yours
but instead you grabbed my hair again
and dragged me to the hall
where teachers werent patrolling
and had fun
but pain is pleasure
because at least you're touching me