You cant get mad at me
For not feeling the same
Like im stuck drowning
Its my fault you claim
And now my worlds caving in
I dont know what I should feel
You once said 'i love you'
Its like a steal
Those words piercing through
Like a sword in war that I can not win
I lost
Im dead
I couldn't say it back
I tried
I fought
I lost
Im dead
You make me second guess myself
Like im swirling in my own head
Cant think of the words so I hide them on the shelf
Far in the back where even the tallest cant reach
Because
I lost
The war you began
Is dead
Im dead
I cry
I cry
I cry
It doesn't matter
The stain is permanent
No matter how hard I try
Its there
Its there
Its there
I lost
Im dead
