It has been days since i have heard or seen Jack. He's always active on Facebook when im on and i really want to message him and talk to him but i don't want to bother him.
There is 2 dags before he leaves for work and before i go back to school. I really want to see him but it won't happen.
He is always on my mind. I always make up scenarios in my head of him being here and get my hopes up but then reality sinks in and it kills me a little on the inside. I just wish that this was so much easier but it's not, just like life.
It has been days and i dont think that there was one day where he wasn't on my mind. I see that he is active on social media all the time but im scared to talk to him and be annoying because the next time i see him, it will make things awkward.
No matter what time of the day it is, no matter where i am, he is always on my mind. It is starting to kill me inside. I dont know when i am going to see him again and it just shatters my little heart.
"Maybe he has things sorted? Maybe he will text me?"
It runs through my mind over a hundred times a day, at least.
Sorry this is a lit shorter, i haven't had much time to write since i have been back to school and not much has happened with the whole thing.
Thankyou for your patience :)
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I Can Only Wish
RomanceAge can't stop anyone from falling in love. As i fell in love with him it got harder and harder especially knowing that I could never have him. I can only wish.
