"ARE YOU SERIOUS JADE" I screamed out as I threw stuff around out of hurt, pain, & anger. "10 damn years...I'm speechless"
"Sia, chill I'm not going to say it again"
"Since I was 15...I've given you every part of me...you were my first...everything"
"Look, man, I said fucking chill out & let me explain" I yelled out as I picked Sia up & took her to the room & threw her on the bed.
"Jade what the hell is wrong with you...this is serious I'm not trying to have sex I'm trying to talk" Jade handcuffed my hands & feet to the bed & starting punching me all over then pulled out a knife & stabbed me in the stomach. "Ja-Jade" I screamed out as I jumped up & gasped for air & seen Jade still sleep next to me. "Whew" I sighed out in relief as I eased out of the bed & went into the bathroom trying to shake the nightmare.
I turned on the light & ran some cold water on my face & just stared in the mirror "Ugh what's wrong with me...this is the 4th night in a row" I heard Jade get up out of bed & went to wrap her arms around me & I instantly felt safe.
"I think I might need to go to the hospital babe," I said rubbing my stomach "I'm hoping my little man is okay...ugh this shit gotta stop, mama's gonna get better for you," I said as I looked at Jade "Can you take me to the hospital baby"
"Anything for you my love, get dressed & I'll be outside in the Range" Damn what the hell was happening to both of my babies, it's been 4 nights Sia has been waking up in cold sweats from nightmares 3 AM every single time...could she subconsciously possibly know? I mean we have been together 10 damn years & she knows me better than I know myself. I just need to tell her that I got another woman pregnant...FUCK I need to stop fucking up but damn I know this gone really hurt her but I gotta own up to my shit & get my life back on track for the sake of my unborn child & my relationship.
