Since wattpad deleted the other part of chap 10 when nash trys to kill himself i have to re do it kay?
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After cam left the house mad........
Nash pov.
I rolled up into a ball and started crying. Im so stupid all cam just wanted to do was help and i got angry at him....im so stupid....worthless....pathetic.....ugly.......not worth living......not worth cam......
But i can end all this , i can end all my pain and suffering....i can end it all, and i will....
I stood up from the bed and walked to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror ...no wonder cam left me i look hideous ugly ....
I opened the cabinet and looked for one of my razors and found it i sat down on the cold bathroom floor and dragged the cold blade across my wrist i cut deep and wide into my wrist, blood ozing out of my pale flesh...
"I love you cameron" i said before i fell into a deep darkness
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Cams pov.
After i left Nash's house and drove off i pulled over at the side of the road i was just three houses down Nash's house how far...
Im so stupid ! Why did i just leave him when he looked so sad, helpless, so broken ....
I banged my hands on the sterring wheel and cussed "fuck!"
God im fucking dumb! I need to go back to Nash and apologize...
I started the car and turned back around , i parked the car and opened the door , i ran up stairs and i opened nash's room door and didnt see him in the room i heard nosies in the bathroom and i was about to knock on the door but i heard
"I love you cameron"
I stopped dead in my tracks nash loved me......
He loved me
loves me!
Halmiton Nash Grier loves me!
I was over filled with joy but wait i heard no more nosies in the bathroomi frowned
"Nash?"
No awnser
"Nash" i knoked on the door
"Nash awnser the door!" I started paniking
I tryed opening the door to see if it was unlocked and yes! It wasnt locked
I opened it a little and said in a soft voice "nash?"
I opened the door fully and what i saw made my heart jump to my mouth there was nash lying on the floor with bloody wrists lifeless...there was nash the one i loved so broken and fragile and most likly dead.......
I ran over to him and craddled him in my hands tears streaming down my eyes
"Nash, come on nash im here," i shoke him lightly " Nash baby come on awnser me please wake up please nash for me" i said tears streaming down my face, no awnser
I pulled out my phone and franticly called 911
"Hello operator speaking "
"P-please come a-and help me m-my friend h-hes dying" i sobbed out
she asked for the adress and i gave it to her and hung up
I was sobbing by now
"Nash baby please wake up please , dont leave me please, i love you to much to much to let you go" i still had nash in my arms crying in his shoulder "please nas oped up your beatuful ocean blue eyes , and give me one of your world famous smiles that light up my world, laugh for me the types of laughs that warm my heart and please wake up and give me a kiss that will melt my body, please nash i love you .......please my angel ....please " i pressed a kiss into his lips and then i heard the abulence
Everything went by in a blurr them taking nash
me crying , and them holding me back because i didnt want to leave nash and the last thing i remember was nash being put into the back of the ambulence before passing out...
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Im back bitchez!
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