my angel

chapter four

Nash pov.

No more me...that sounded good but then i remember

Skylan will ask for me

Hayes will be alone

My mom will lose a son

My dad will be crushed

Then theres Cam .....he always said if anything ever happened to me he wont know what to do with himself. In a way i find that sweet.

So no ,it may be an easy way to end it all but i got to saty strong for my family

For my friends

For my fans

For Cam.....

For now........

I walk away from the ledge and walk back into the hotel . I go back down to the lobby and am immediately engulfed in a huge hug. Cam.

"Oh my god Nash you had us so worried! Where were you ? Are you okay? Did anything happen? Are you hurt?" Cam says worry obvious in his voice

Yes,yes, yes and yes "no ,im alright " I lie

"Nash,look at me"

I dont want to but Cam cups my head in his hands and forces me to. I lool into hos chocolate brown concerning eyes.

"Are you okay?"he asks his voice so full of emotion

I dont awnser i can't awnser my voice suddenly decides to take a god dam freaken vacation! But no im not okay i'll never be okay as long as I live .

So instead i just break down and cry. Great , im so weak i can't even be strong in front of my one and only love.

"Shhh , its okay Nash im here don't worry I'll always be here" Cam says his voice cracking a little

But of course I know it'll never be okay

Cam has his hands wrapped around my waist and i have my arms tucked in my chest while im sobbing into his , Cam is whispering sweet nothings into my ear .

And my body decides to take a break and my legs give away, but Cam is there to hold me he carrys me bridal style back to our room and lays me on his bed. He takes off his shirt and pants, I do the same except i leave my sweat shirt on for fear of him seeing my cuts.

He lays beside me and opens his arms I immediately go into them and start crying into his chest again. Great i such a baby. Cam is just whispering its going to be okay its all alright

But like i said it will never be...

My sobs have just turned into whimpers and my body is slightly shaking im drifting asleep into Camerons arms but not before i hear a slight" I love you"

Then i fall asleep with my heart bursting with happiness but at the same time sadness...

~~~Cams pov.(say what?(': )~~~~

I carried Nash up to our room after he started crying whispering sweet nothings into his ears.

I lay him on my bed and strip down to my underwear Nash does the same except he keeps his sweatshirt on...strange

I lay down next to him and open my arms he immediately jumps in them and sobs again.

I tear up as well i cant stand seeing the one i love like this

So torn

So distraught

So sad

So..broken....

Nashs sobs have turn into whimpers and his body is slightly shaking. After a while i hear soft breaths from him and i think hes alseep and im drifting off to sleep also,but before i do I promise myself to protect Nash with all my life from everything bad till the day i stop living to know more about him to help him through his problems and hardships to make sure to see him happy again to make sure to make him the carefree Nash he once was

To love him with all my might...

Before i fall asleep i say

"I love you"

Thinking he is asleep.

But before i fall asleep i add one more thing to my promise

To open Nashs secretes up to unlock his chest and set him free...to fix him,to make sure he is no longer a broken piece of glass he may have marks and dents on him but it will show the world how strong he was that no mater those marks thats what made him what he is ..... a fallen angel that finds his way back up to heaven

My fallen angel....

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Phew that only took me an hour!! XD

Thank you for all the reads you guys!!!!!!! To who ever is reading this thank you and tell peiple about this story pretty please (:

Okay well yea thank you like i said so far i have been updating everyday so yea .....

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CarterxMatt

JackxJack

HayesxAaron

TaylorxShawn

Or maybe all?

So yea comment/vote! !!!!!plz!!! And tell people about this!!!!

Oh but seriously comment -.-

Oh and did you guys see how matt was saying he slayed carters ex girlfriend xD had me week

Message/comment for a shout out oh and im open to any suggestions because like i said i dont necessarily have the story planned out i just go along with the flow Cam wont find out about Nash having problems till like five six chapters? Because i dont want the climax to be sp rushed so yea

Oh and plz givee names for Nashs childhood bestfriend and Cams childhood bestfriend

It could even be your name (has to be a girl name thoe cx)

And if you read this long stay Nashty xD

Bye Felicia