my angel

chapter nine

This is a jackxjack chapter kay? This is still when jack g found jack j cutting

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Jack G pov.

Im still cradling jack in my arms , we were still in the batrooom soobing together.

Why?why has he never told me about this? What was he afraid of ? That i'll judge him? How can I judge someone as beatiful as him?........

But not also am I sad I am angry, angry at myself that i had never paid atention that jack has been doing this al along! How can i be so stupid and not notice!

Jack is still sobbing in my chest mubling sorry, waht should he be sorry about? I should be the one apologizing,

"Jack" i say softly

"Im sorry" he mubles

"Jack"

"Im sorry"

"Jack!" I say louder

"Im, sorry jack , im sorry you had to see me like this , cutting myself , but i understand if you no longer want to see me" he says choking at the end

"No jack, how can i ever judge someone like you? Some so beatiful, someone who looks like a angel who lights up tne world , someone who lights up my heart evrtime im sad someone who is more than a brother , someone who I love..."

Jack looks up at me with wide eyes , wait did i just admit to him that I love him? Well fuck. Who cares as long as he knows i dont care......

"Did you just sag y-y-you lo-v-ve me?" He asks pointing at himself

I smile, "of course i did, because i love you Jack, more than anything in life and i want you to know no matter what, that I'll love you forever and ever"

"I-i-" i cut him off with with a kiss, one filled with passion and love at first he tenses up but then his lips move in synic with mine the kiss gets more heated in to a lust filled one i sti him up on my lap and i put my arms around his hips , i stand up and carry him up along with me, the whole time we are kissing he wraps his legs around my waist and i put my hands on his butt.

I carry him over to his bed and lay him down im in bettwen his legs we pull apart gasping for air i look down on jack , theres a delicous red blush across his face and his lips a red and plumo from all the kissing

"You look so beatiful Jack" i say and he blushes even deeper , i lean down and kiss him and trail the kiss down to his collar bone

"So-kiss-dam-kiss-beatiful-kiss

"No im not" he mumbles , i frown at that ,jack doesnt think he beatiful, i try to think of something to tell him to let him know he is beatiful, speacial, loved, that he is mine......

So I lean up and kiss him not a lust filled kiss but a loving pasonite kiss , that holds all the words and emotions im feeing towards him, love............

"Jack johnson, i want you to know that you are beatiful ,sexy , loving , important , beatuful, and mine and mine alone , and not to listen to what anyone that tells you othed wise , beacuse you are a special perosn you got that?"

A single tear escapes his eye , instead of awnsering me he kissis me and nods into the kiss , i think he understood

"Jack j i love you okay and nothing is going to stop me from me claiming you as mine because your mine and mine alone, bbecause your beatiful, loving and dam do you have a nice ass" he blushes at that" did i mention you were mine?" I say

"Yes you did you big goof ball now kiss me" he says

I lean down and kiss him it turns lustful and i swipe my tounge on his bottom lip for entry he moans and i slip my tounge in and are tounges dance together