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taeking
he ok ??

bbychim
who?

taeking
yoongi lol

bbychim
oh... yeah i think so

bbychim
not like he'd tell me but i'm sure he'll be fine

taeking
ok so

taeking
not to be pushy but

taeking
you ever gonna spill the tea on what's the deal between the two of you ??

bbychim
what do u mean?

taeking
oh come on

taeking
something obviously happened

taeking
the tension is as clear as day, even at the party i felt it

taeking
i mean it's none of my business... you don't have to tell me

taeking
but you know i'm always here to listen if you ever want to talk

bbychim
no... it's ok

bbychim
ur probably right, i think i'd feel better if i could talk to u about it

taeking
ok :) so what's up?

bbychim
i... don't know how to explain this

bbychim
basically

bbychim
well... he hates me :/

taeking
what do you mean?

taeking
why would he hate you?

bbychim
because i hurt him

bbychim
i don't blame him

taeking
:( what happened?

bbychim
i broke his trust, tae

bbychim
he used to love me and i hurt him

bbychim
i ignored his feelings and rejected them

bbychim
and now he hates me for it

bbychim
and ironically enough... now that he hates me, my feelings for him have changed

bbychim
but even so, it's not what he wants to hear anymore

taeking
shit

taeking
jimin :(

bbychim
it's ok

bbychim
i guess i deserve it, it's exactly what i did to him after all... i judged him without knowing how he felt and he suffered

taeking
don't blame yourself

taeking
you can't help that you didn't feel the same back then

taeking
you can't help who you fall in love with, he shouldn't hold such a grudge on you over this

bbychim
taehyung... please don't judge yoongi

bbychim
i know u weren't around but please, u don't know how hurt he was

bbychim
i'm... i'm trying my best to be a good person, to make up for what i did

bbychim
i really threw his feelings aside as if they didn't matter and i hate myself everyday for it

taeking
jimin

taeking
i may not have been around but i know this

taeking
you are a good person

taeking
you judge yourself a hell of a lot more than you judge others

taeking
you don't have to hate yourself for what happened. you need to make amends with yoongi so you can both finally move on

taeking
if you really want to make it up to yoongi, stop running from this

taeking
i'm sure he doesn't hate you, you guys are still friends after all, even if he has an attitude you know he still cares

taeking
he's just sad jimin

bbychim
i'll think about it

bbychim
i have to go tae, i'll talk to you later

taeking
jimin :(

bbychim
really i'm okay, i just need to take care of something

bbychim
ill text you later, maybe we can hang out then?

taeking
of course, just let me know

bbychim
okay

bbychim
thank you tae.

taeking
anytime :)

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