Last year of highschool people always made it to be the best yet stressful time in every teenagers life but Selena could only define it as hell ever since she was practically dragged by her hair and pulled out of the closet her life hasn't been Selena entered the doors of the school building looking down at the hallway as the breeze blew the hair out of Selena face she walked in seeing girls holding hands with girls,boys holding hands with boys,boys kissing boys,girls doing the same laughing joking laughing she felt hallow as she saw this why was it that she couldn't just be normal to date a girl its not like they haven't asked her out they have I mean don't we all know how beautiful selena is but anyways she just was never attracted to them so when she told them instead of understanding they called her abnormal and wrong they made her feel small as they told her that no boy will ever like her they made her feel so small they made fun of her In school at home everywhere it was pitiful that selena had no friends as to she was abnormal it was sick twisted journey Selena can't wait to end it like literally yes Selena has tried it to commit suicide times with out number remember that time her mother sent her upstairs that was her first attempt it happened exactly two years ago and ever since then she couldn't help the voice telling her to do it they were times where she would almost lose a grip on her sanity
"what did you do"brianna asks voice cold sending shivers up selenas spine
"why would you be asking her that question cant you see that she's hurt they freaking injured her they hit her"joey interrupts
"can't you see that they wrote hetero on her forehead she must have done something"Brianna yells she was the rather temperamental one
"i don't care if she likes boys or not"joey yells making Selena eyes widen her heart swelling with happiness
"But i care no daughter of mine shall be a fag no daughter of mine"Brianna yells shattering all that hope and happiness Selena was feeling
"i cant believe you right now what should matter to us right now is the fact that our daughter is getting bullied not if she likes boys or girls" joey booms totally in disbelief that her lover was this cold instead of being angry at the people she she was mad at their daughter and Selena hates what is happening they were fighting all because of her because of her love for a boy who Outed her who pretended that she was taking advantage of him her boyfriend that is if she can even still call him that she started running upstairs ignoring the look her brother threw at her ignoring her parents calling after her ignoring everyone she jumped on her bed finally letting everything out she started break bit by bit this was too much everywhere hurt but on the inside and outside it felt like her chest was closing in she was having a meeting with reality and he wasn't as nice as she imagined he was cruel and he broke her showed her what life is like with the part she choose to like boys instead of being normal if only she would have ignored how that boy made her feel she would have been just like them normal
Selena ran into the bathroom locking she door she turns on the tap allowing pouring into her face scrubbing ignoring the pain she didn't stop even after all of the writing cane of she just kept on scrubbing she couldn't help the sobs that came one after the other she couldn't stare at her self in the mirror anymore she felt ashamed she wanted to end it all so she grabbed a pair scissors she got for school she tried to stop her hands from shaking but it just got worst she stepped turned on the water ready to run a bath she waited until it was full before stepping into it wanting nothing than to relax and clear her mind but their voices just got louder
"fag
"she likes boys
"you are an abomination
"to fall in love with an opposite sex is an abomination "
"you are an abomination
"I was just trying to be nice I don't know what she is doing I don't like her"
"stop please stop "Selena screams at no one in particular but those voices they kept on getting louder and louder she grabs the scissors and without thinking she swapped it over her wrist letting out a scream of pain but that didn't stop her from adding another and another she doesn't know for how long she went on but after taking the last swipe she felt dizzy she doesn't know what controls her she dunks her head down in the water ignoring the burns in her lungs she just wanted for it to be over she could hear her parents knocking and screaming but she just ignored them and smiled finally she was going to find her peace... But she didn't instead she found herself in a hospital bed peace was far far away and the pain was so close to her heart.
As soon as she walked into the hallways her peers went silent and began to stare at her some laughed while some gave her disgusted and hateful looks as spit balls flew at her she used to this her hands to cover her face making her to close her eye's then someone tripped her she winced she landed face down on her face she tried to get up and ignore all the laughs but her left arm was hurting
"need help selena" someone had asked as she nodded
He then stretched his hands and she reached out as she started to pull her self up he let go the hallways boomed with laughter and insults
"Sorry didn't want to catch the fag"justin uttered and walked away
She blinked away the tears this was her life now and she was used to it well getting used to it
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How To Be Wrong //Zaylena
Fanfiction"Who ever said being straight was easy" In a world where being gay is normal and being straight is abnormal.... There's zayn there's Selena do the maths as being straight is an equation no one ever solved it has no answer Its abnormal (sorry for t...
