Im sorry I wasn't there. - Newscapecomics

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Wewo felt like doing this °<°

Let the chapter begin!

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{3 person pov}

Thing weren't the same anymore something had changed no one knew what had happen people were worries for Cory he wasent the same he wasent happy he always gave his fake smiles to people when the asked him if he was ok, barley ever ate...but what they didn't know mostly was his little secret....

{Uni's pov}

Cory wasent being the same. He is worrieing everyone a few days ago we found out Cory has been giving us fake smiles I really am worried about him...I mean why wouldn't I be he is my freind...that world eveytime I say it i feel bad I don't know why

{Cory's pov}

I think my friends are starting to catch on...they even my friends really? I think I am worrying everyone and don't want to I mean I don't matter that much...Actually I don't matter at all they always ask me in my okay and I give them fake smiles. I tried to give them my real smile by can't I just can't I don't know why but I just can't do it at all I'm not happy anymore,I can't smile for real,can't joke around I can't be me... I'm always doubting myself...today I had nothing to do today so I go through the comments on my videos and there I find it...the reason why I'm like this there people saying in the comments "your so fat!" "get a life!" "give up!" I see those alto and them i see one that strikes me "GO KILL YOURSELF!" I can feel tears go down my face. I get the pocket knife and I who to the bathroom I make lines on my arm

1 for being a idiot

2 for worrying people

4 for falling in love...

I done I clean up a little bit clean the arm and then walk home...

{Toms pov}

I hear a knock on the door of my office I open it to see a uni standing out there "are you busy?" He ask I say no in response. The I ask him if he is here to talk he nods we walk over to my small couch and talk he starts to cry while we talk about Cory and if he is ok and what is gonna happen to him,to see if he can change. He says thanks for the talk and goes out and he seems happier then before.

{Corys pov}
I
CANT
DO
THIS
I can't fake smile...
I can't keep hurting myself
I can't do life
I run up to my stairs and take a bottle of pills then run to my room and grab a pen and paper. I write what I need to say the things I can't say face to face with my friends. So I finish up and put the not in a envelope with fancy heart sticker on it. I grab the out dated pills and take the while bottle. Before I let darkness take me I say a small breath and say sorry...then I close my eyes
Goodbye world...

~4 days later

{Uni's pov}
I feel my body freeze I read the note over again the same words again and again "dear,whoever is reading this I am sorry I am gone but know I couldn't take this but if this is uni I love you I never told you because I was scared of rejection and I couldn't take the hate so I am sorry uni if you hate me sorry friends sorry mom and dad sorry to the ones that cared I am not a fighter but you you are and I know it now goodbye. -Cory"
I finally said something while everyone was crying and I said "I am sorry I wasn't there for you..."
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I did it! I finished a real chapter it has been a long time since I did a real chapter not a A/N so I hope you enjoy and like I said in another chapter I got a new phone and expect more updates and other things that stuff will be in my ask and dare book so please do look at it! See you soon!

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