The Uglier .. The Better ..

CHAPTER 44 "Breakeven.."

SHORT CHAPTER ***

NP: NICE PIECE OF ART BY FM STATIC

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I've tried not to let anyone in until now,

I guess conversations never allow.

And I've been feeling like I'm on some 

Sort of merry go round. 

And I know, I know. Yeah I know. I know.

And I've tried not to let anyone in until now,

It took time for me to figure it out.

And when I feel like I'm complacent 

With my head in the clouds,

I know, I know, yeah I know, I know

And every time I wonder what's real

You make me feel

You make me feel, like a lavender sweater,

When I'm caught in bad weather, in my 

Volkswagen Jetta. You make me feel like a 

Complete work of art, When I'm just falling apart.

A really nice piece of art...

Dear God, I hope you hear me...

And, I've tried not to let anyone in until now.

Misunderstandings are an easy way out.

And I've been feeling all this pressure just to figure it out.

And I know, don't know, yeah I know, don't know.

And I know that if I just stay strong I can make it,

And try harder when I just can't take it, and when everything

Around me feels so broken and jaded,

I know, I know, yeah I know, I know

And every time I wonder what's real

You make me feel

You make me feel, like a lavender sweater,

When I'm caught in bad weather, in my 

Volkswagen Jetta. You make me feel like a 

Complete work of art, When I'm just falling apart.

A really nice piece of art...

It's kinda warped but it's picking up slowly,

I don't know, but I can if you show me,

I guess sometimes it takes more than just fake conversations,

To feel like I know that,

It's kind of hard when I'm planning for something

To get across this hole without jumping,

I guess sometimes it takes more than just false information

To find out who we are...

You make me feel, like a lavender sweater,

When I'm caught in bad weather, in my 

Volkswagen Jetta. You make me feel like a 

Complete work of art, When I'm just falling apart.

A really nice piece of art...

"Sige na..go Hunter.. ^^" DUB.DUB.DUB Im nervous.. pero FIGHTING !

"Gusto ko lang sabihin na..

AALIS NA AKO NG BANSA BUKAS..KAYA DEDERETSUHIN NA KITA AT KAKLARUHIN KO ANG MGA BAGAY BAGAY BAKA KASI MAGASSUME KA NG TODO TODO NA MAHAL OR GUSTO KITA.. BAKA NAMISUNDERSTOOD MO YUNG PINAPAKITA KO..ACTUALLY GINAYA KO LANG YUNG GAGONG MARK.. PINAGLARUAN LANG KITA..TRIP TRIP YUNG GANUN ?! NILOKO LANG KITA,PANO GUSTO KONG NAKIKITA KITANG NASASAKTAN.. COZ YOU TEARS MAKES MY SMILE. HABANG NILALANDI KITA NAGIISIP NA AKO NG MAKAKASAKIT SAYONG BAGAY..NATUTUWA AKO TUWING UMIIYAK KA NG TODO TODO,LALO PAG NAGMUMUKANG TANGA KA SA HARAP NG MARAMING TAO,,SAKA HINDI AKO KATULAD NG IBANG TAO TULAD NUNG SA TV NA NAGPAPAKABABA PARA SA TAONG KATULAD MO.. KAYA ITATAK MO SA GAMUNGGO MONG UTAK NA WALA KANG NAKILALANG TAONG TULAD KO ! TSK..UTO UTO,MATALINO NGA TATANGATANGA NAMAN.."

anong pinagsasasabi niya ? pumatak na ang luha sa mata ko.. parang unti unti akong namamatay.. bakit ? Wala akong ideya na ganun pala yun.. yun pala ang totoo.. anu ba yan alex.. tanga ka nga.. strike 2 kana..hindi ako makagalaw.. mas masakit to ng sampung beses kesa yung kay Mark.. ganun pala kababa yung tingin niya..Pinahid ko yung luha ko..

"Tapos na ako.. ikaw naman.." cold niyang pagkakasabi.. HUNTER TANGA KABA ? pagkatapos mong sabihin yan may gana ka pa bang makinig sa sasabihin ko ?!!

"AKo ? ha.ha.ha. gusto ko sanang sabihin ang isang mahalagang bagay na narealize ko.. pero hindi pala dapat.. wag na pala ngayun.. ahm.. pede bang magcomment ? Tapos kana bang mangalipusta ? WOW THANK YOU HA ! mali ikaw pala magthank you kasi napapasaya kita tulad ngaun,umiiyak ako,tawa na dali ! tuwing umiiyak ako nagdidiwang ka pa pala, na tuwing nasasaktan ako tuwang tuwa ka.. anu ka demonyo ?!! Nagabala ka pang pagbuhusan ako ng oras para paglaruan.. WOW MAGTHANK YOU ULIT SAKIN HA ! kung tingin mo nasaktan ako.. OO EFFECTIVE ! MASAYA KANA ?! TANG*NA LANG  TALAGA ! "

tumakbo na ako.. aray.. *sniff* :(

It's kinda warped but it's picking up slowly,

I don't know, but I can if you show me,

I guess sometimes it takes more than just fake conversations,

To feel like I know that,

It's kind of hard when I'm planning for something

To get across this hole without jumping,

I guess sometimes it takes more than just false information

To find out who we are...

You make me feel, like a lavender sweater,

When I'm caught in bad weather, in my 

Volkswagen Jetta. You make me feel like a 

Complete work of art, When I'm just falling apart.

A really nice piece of art...

yeah..its really a nice piece of art.. :'(