everything, but nothing all at once

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reasons why i loved you:
1. your jokes
2. your smile
3. your laugh
4. your eyes
5. the way you ask before you do things
6. we're basically the same person
7. your height
8. you disagree with my self-depreciation
9. converse
10. hoodie
11. you smell nice
12. you actually like hugging me
13. you noticed me
14. cheesy quotes
15. cheesy pickup lines
16. if i dislike someone, you dislike them too
17. you bully me in a cute way
18. you don't judge me
19. you're fun to stare at when you don't catch me looking
20. you're clingy
21. you get my meme jokes
22. smart but no common sense
23. pUmPeD uP KiCkS
24. you understand my smart kid words
25. english are hard and you agree
26. you care about me (i hope)
27. you look cute when you're disappointed but then i want to hug your cute lil self but usually you're disappointed at me and i can't do that
28. you're awkward
29. you don't mind that i lean on you
30. you're my emotional rock/support
31. kibfling
32. my innocent catholic school boy
33. yOU LIKE ANIME
34. you're either warm or cold, so either i warm you or you warm me
35. your phone password is the date we got together
36. I needed you during the meth assembly and you were there
37. you say i'm pretty sometimes
38. you don't mind my jealousy
39. you always try your hardest to include me
40. your hand feels perfect in mine
41. our hugs are awkwardly perfect
42. you get along with my parents
43. my nerd
44. 10-21-17
45. bowling backwards, a strike then 4 gutter balls
46. you're clumsy
47. you like lots of music
48. you don't mind when i only want our feet to touch
49. i'm overdramatic but you deal with that
50. you missed the bus for me
51. 11-04-17
52. i dont feel depressed when im with you
53. you respect my boundaries
54. onesies
55. walmart adventures
56. you don't have a life which means i can talk to you whenever
57. i can drag you everywhere
58. heelies
59. paragraphs
60. "England is my city"
61. "do we write it in french?"
62. you didn't judge me and blankie
63. you say im perfect
64. you aren't that in to sports
65. my parents like you
66. you hold doors open for me
67. you want to buy me everything
68. our amazing ship name
69. wayll
70. our mutual love of Wendy's
71. you get distracted easily, usually i distract you
72. your ifunny addiction
73. you chew gum and then your breath smells good
74. dunkin donuts
75. you get jealous
76. you want to say "it" all the time
77. soccer
78. you were adorable when you were small
79. we "love" mr. joynt
80. guitar buddies
81. you jumped the friendzone
82. i will hug the inflatable santa
83. we just click
84. you actually get me
85. you listen to my rants
86. you "WiLL FiGhT mE"
87. you like my laugh
88. our child week
89. you're weird
90. vOiCe cRaCkS
91. french class
92. the ticket stubs
93. impregnating 10 year olds
94. "im pregnant"
95. you want to help during "that one week a month"
96. you're actually really interesting when you aren't insecure
97. you always want to make me feel better when i'm sick
98. "russell is the dog from up"
99. "le hockey"
100. you're adorable when you blush
101. you get so excited over small things
102. you like romance stories
103. "reason 39"
104. you encourage me on everything i do
105. *laughs* *hears me say something depreciating* *immediately stops*
106. you cry a lot more than what you let on
107. i want to baby you when you're sick and typically i avoid people like they have a plague
108. 3 christmas presents. not one. three.
109. "are we still together"
110. you always text me
111. you saved my bad paragraph
112. "I'm corn-uh confused"
113. you blocked the doorway after i relapsed
114. you want to hug me all the time
115. you throw your hoodie on me
116. THE GOOD COOKIES
117. you finally said ily out loud
118. probably already have this on here but HUGS ARE BEST
119. hand squeezes

120. hug squeezes
121. i feel your tummy move when you laugh in hugs

122. vines

123. one punch man at lunch

124. wall bumps

125. moving to sit by me in every class

126. messy hair

127. you're my balance when i trip

Now, you're gone. I hope she makes you happier than what I ever did.