I'm Yours

In Which He Is Rejected

He pulls Stiles away before he can give him a hickey and looks him in the eyes. "We can't do this Stiles I have a boyfriend. And I love him."

"I guess that's my fault. I drove you right back into his arms. " Stiles looks hurt but tries his best to keep calm even though he can feel the sadness taking over him.

"We're living together again. We've talked about marriage and children . He says he wants to pick off where we left off and forget all about the break up."

Derek still hasn't stopped rubbing circles on the back of Stiles hand and Stiles buries his face back in Derek's neck.

"I can't forget though. About the part when we broke up because that's when I met you. "Derek whispers. "It was weird you know. cause I left here claiming to never fall in love again but I might have feel for you before I even meet you. I got there that day before you came back from break and I was hanging out with Cora, Lydia, Jackson, and Danny. I told them some guy named Stiles was my roomate and they starting talking all about you. Lydia and Danny had nice things to say but Jackson was well Jackson.

So when I got back that day to our dorm I might gave meddled in your things. I seen that picture of you and you're dad and Scott sitting on your drawer and I feel in love with you're eyes. We had a lot in common I could tell from the posters you had hanging up and I knew that we would get along. And the next morning I woke up to find you there staring at me I thought I was in a dream. You're so beautiful Stiles. I've been wanting to tell you that for so long.

I tried to forget about you, I slept with so many people, I'm ashamed of myself. But I never got over the fact that I wanted you so I offered to be your tutor and I tried to pretend that maybe you would start to like me back after we spent so much time together and that night was just a wake up call. You didn't want me. I felt like I was starring in my own worst nightmare. Cause I never feel for anyone like I feel for you."

Stiles begins to work circles up his back, he could feel the tears steaming down Derek face. "I'm so sorry."

"I want things with Desmond and I to work out. Things are actually going really well and as much as I want to drop it to be with you I can't. Desmond might be the one, we've been through so much and I just wanna see where this goes. Please tell me you forgive me."

"I forgive you. Just know that I will be waiting. I will wait for you forever. If things don't turn out right with Desmond then I'm here."

Derek nodded.

"I love you Derek. "

"I love you too Stiles." Derek kisses him and it's a goodbye kiss because when it's over. They both stand up and they look at each other before Stiles walks out the shop. But before he's out the door he turns to say "Take care" with a soft smile on his face and is out the door walking down the street.

He checks into a hotel not too far or expensive. Stiles doesn't cry himself to sleep after that intense moment.

Derek doesn't either and Desmond doesn't hold him during it because Derek sleeps on the couch in their apartment. He wasn't going to sleep in the room with his boyfriend while thinking about another man.

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Stiles calls Scott and bares him with the news. Scott puts him on speaker and he tells them everything from being a creeper as he watched Derek all day right down to the part he kissed him goodbye.

He thanks them because he really needed this. A chance to talk to Derek and to get everything out.

They try to cheer him up saying they have a great surprise for him when he gets back but it doesn't do any good. He tells them goodbye because he's about to get on the plane. Really it doesn't come until another hour but he just wanted some time to sit and think.

Stiles thinks this could be a good change for him. He finally realized that he was also into guys and maybe he would be able to find someone. To move on. He said he would wait for Derek but Derek said they had been talking about marriage and kids so there was no way he was ever going to get him. If he moved on he would have a chance at being happy again cause now he felt like someone actually had killed his puppy. and like issac said he didn't have one.

Who is he kidding. He will never find someone as great as Derek. He wanted Derek and no one else. He hadn't even thought about Lydia since that night that Derek left. Derek was all he could think about all these months, even when he had been dating Grace.

The hour passed up quick and soon he was in line with his suitcase trailing behind. He had brought two weeks worth of clothes in a hope that Derek said yes so he could stay down here with him as long as needed but it was all a waste now. Because Derek was happy without him.

And he couldn't blame anyone but himself. He had his chance and ruined it. And Derek was doing good. He got a look at a picture in Derek's work station of him and his boyfriend. And his boyfriend was gorgeous. Stiles doesn't even know what Derek saw in him compared to Desmond. Desmond was a blonde and he looked like a god like Derek and Jackson looked. Like he belonged on the cover of a magazine. While Stiles was all lanky.

He moved up in line with just two people ahead of him. He had so much hope that Derek was going to chose him. He told his father and his father was so sure of it too. His friends had been so sure of it. He would have to call his dad later to break the news. That Derek was in love with a beautiful model from a magazine and there was no way Derek would of choose him.

He's giving the attendant his ticket when he hears a faint yell if his name. He thinks he is hearing stuff and continues to give it to her. But then he hear it again and he pauses and turns around to find who had called him. A little hope rising in his chest .

"Stiles. " And he hears it loud and clear this time. He turns around to find Derek pushing through crowds of people to get to him. He slides out of line and tells the person behind him to go ahead. When Derek does get to him he stops in front of him and is panting like he had just ran a whole marathon just to get here.

"Hi." Derek says.

"Hi." And they continue to stare at each other.

"I broke up with Desmond. "

Stiles smirks. "Now why would you do that for?"

"Because I'm in love with you."

"So what are you waiting for ?" And Derek takes the hint and surges forward to kiss Stiles.

When they break apart Stiles smiles at him and Derek returns it.

"Because I'm yours. "