I don't like
How I thought you were being real
To me.
Then, you showed your true self
You pushed me to the bottom
In our so called friendship
I don't like
How I fell so hard and learnt it so painfully
That I can be like you too
Push you to the ground
(Or at least try to)
Abd you judge me
I don't like
How once you showed me your "nice" side
And I thought we were fine
Just to have you push me back down again
And this times, the pain was doubled
I'm sorry
I never learn
That you are fake
That you won't ever be nice to me truly
That you aren't worth my time
Or even my attention
That I will be fine alone
That I shouldn't ever trust you that much
I feel so insecure
Because of you
I feel like I'm the worse
When this isn't true
I feel so small
When you threw me to the side
I feel like I'm nothing
When you ignored me a thousand times
Thank you, I learnt it the hard way...
