Him | Namjin

One & Only

Namjoon's P.O.V.

"Will you be home early?" I laughed in Jin's face "I'm never early." Before Jin could protest like he did every morning I walked out the door.

I sat in my car and sighed "How did I ever fall for him?" I started to drive.

Before I knew it I was at my university and it was time for me to teach my class.

"Alright students welcome to Philosophy."

Of one my favorite things in the world was philosophy.

"This semester will be based on the short story of Omales, that revolves around the idea of suffering and happiness."

An hour later class ended and it was time for some fun.

"Mr.Joon could you help me with my paper?" I looked up to see the boy who had kept me going. "Of course take a seat."

The boy looked around and it was us two. "I prefer sitting on your lap it's better." I pushed my seat back for him to have room. He placed his hands around my neck and lighting rubbed his hands. "You seem tense do you want me to help you with that?" Gosh he was perfect. I gave a slight nod to give him the message.

Just like that my worries went away, dealing with Jin in the morning? Gone. The boy was talented in entertaining me.

This was wrong I agree, I'm married I'm his professor but look at him.

*~*~*

I slowly opened the door and turned on the lights.

There he was like the night before today and the night before that.

Every night there would be Jin on the couch asleep because he still waits for me and can't stay awake at these late hours when I come home.

"Yah wake up." His eyes slowly opened "You're home? You wanna eat?" He started to get up and put on his slippers.

I glanced over at the kitchen table that was filled with plates. "It's probably cold I don't want it." I was starting to walk up the stairs when he held my hand. What is he doing?

"Namjoon I made your favorite." I looked at the table again and back at Jin. I bent down to his level since I was a stair above him. I leaned into his face "I don't care." I tried pulling away but he didn't let go.

"Namjoon."

"What is it?" Honestly what is going on with him? Better yet what's happening to me?

"Please?"

"No,now let me go." Jin did as told and I walked up the stairs.

He's doing something to me again.

I took off my jacket and sat on our bed. On Jin's side of the bed was his dresser and a picture of us on our wedding day.

"Damn I look good." I smiled and remembered how happy Jin was.

But it's different now everything is. I put the picture back and still stared at it.

What exactly changed?