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Unfortunately we didn't.

We didn't work right from the very start.

I don't know why but it just happened.

He just happened to not to talk or even notice my messages.

Maybe he was busy being an idol.

Naawa na ako sa sarili ko dahil andito nanaman ako sa stage na tatawagan ko siya tuwing 8 o clock na ng gabi hanggang sa maubos na ang load ko.

Hanggang ngayon ay umaasa pa rin ako ng kaunti na maibabalik ko ang dati naming pagsasama.

The whole thing just lasted for like a week and after that the bubble was burst. He was gone. He was not noticing me.

I even once texted him 'notice me senpai."

I am slowly looking like a pathetic creature asking for his attention and his attention only.

I am like a dog waiting outside for his owner to get back and to feed and pet him for a little while.

"Should I text you once again?" Malungkot na tanong ko sa sarili ko. "Or should I give up now?" Napabuntong hininga ako at saka ako tumingin sa langit.

Walang bituin. Walang nagspaspark kagaya sa aming dalawa. Umasa lang ako ng sobra sobra.

Okay lang naman sa akin na iwan niya ako eh dahil alam ko naman na sinusubukan lang naming dalawa pero hindi kasi fair yung bigla ka na lang niya hindi kakausapin at babaliwalain na lang.

Hindi ako basura para itapon niya na lang sa kung saan at kung kelan niya gusto.

Tao ako. Nagmamahal, umaasa at nasasaktan ng sobra sobra kung hindi iningatan.

And he just happened to accomplish that.

He broke me into tiny little pieces.

Kim Taehyung.

Ano ba kasing mayroon sa iyo at nagkakaganito ako?

Kim Taehyung calling.....

Agad na nanlaki ang dalawang mata ko at agad ko din iyong sinagot.

"Hello?" Mahinang sagot ko.

"Taehyung-ah." I said his name.

I failed beacuse all I heard is someone's heavt breathing.

But I am sure that it is Taehyung's.

"Taehyung-ah. Don't do this to me." Pagkasabi kpnun ay agad din naman akong binabaan ni Taehyung.

Wag mo na akong mas lalo pang paasahin Taehyung dahil hirap na hirap na ako sa kalagayan ko.

I haven't been eating lately. I don't know if I am depressing my own self but it just feels like that and it is all because of him.

What a really petty reason to feel like shit.

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Another week passed and still no sign of Kim Taehyung lingering around the vicinity.

I am clearly loosing my last drop of hope and my last pail of sanity.

How can a man named Kim Taehyung make me want to destroy the last batch of my sanity?

Well maybe I am the only one thinking that he can really destroy me.

Ako na lang ata ang nag iisip na nagdudulot pa rin siya ng sakit sa akin.

Well. Most of the pain we are experiencing specially emotional pain is just created by the mind itself.

Ako na nga lang ata ang nananakit sa sarili ko.

Pathetic.

Kim Taehyung calling....

Both of my eyes widen in shock. Totoo ba toh? O nananaginip nanaman ba ako? Hallucination?

"Taehyung-ah." I answered the phone.

I frowned. Just like the last phone call all I can here are a bunch of heavy breathing.

"If you continue to be like this. I can't promise you that I will be here whenever you need me." I said as tears rolled down my cheeks. I was about to end the phone call when I heard him speak.

"Don't go."

HI. HAHAHA.

HI GABBY!

WAG MO NA PASABUGIN NOTIFS KO DE JK. HAHAHA.

LABYU.

UPDATE PARA SAYO.

SAD TO SAY PATAPOS NA SIYA.

SANA DI KA MAGALIT OR MAGTAMPO SA ENDING.

LABLATS.

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