Poems For The Broken

Breaking Point

Everyone hits breaking point.
At one time or another.
Some harsher then others.
But when I sat outside,
Crying, shaking, tired of breathing
No one was there.
Everyone says there here,
So why werent they when I needed them the most?
Why cant I stop crying now?
Why is this pain worse then ever?
Why am I ready to take my life?
Im done trying so hard.
Im done trying for others,
No one knows how I feel,
So what gives them the right to tell me how to feel?
Tell me how to live.
My reason for breathing is gone.
My reason for living is gone.
I feel weak, so weak.
Im afraid to be alone,
Because I know it will happen.
It will happen.
I want one thing before.
But I cant have that thing.
I shut everyone out,
Even my best friend.
Avoiding is hard.
No one will be let in again,
Im done.
I am done.
Im done trying,
I dont want to be hurt anymore.
Everyone thinks im getting better.
Im actually getting worse.
Depression is here.
Once again,
But this is the last time.
Im done fighting the battle.
The whole reason of being on this earth,
Is to die.
Thats all.
So why cant I just shorten the process?
I just want to say how much I love you.
How much you mean to me, even still.
Im sorry for pushing you out.
But I pushed everyone out.
Learn from my mistakes.
Dont end up like me
Your life is precious.
Everything will be fine for you.