Poems For The Broken

One Year by: IUsedToBe_

ONE YEAR


My feet racing towards nowhere, Trying to find you, but no one's there.
   So I sit down, on the black floor,
Hoping you'll walk in in that door.



Soon, waterworks will make its way,
As I mumble things, hoping you'd come back and stay.
The dark bed, it waits for me to lay,
  Me trying to fight these feelings is just another day.


      It's been a week,
       A week of pain.
  Everything's a bleak,
  My face, strained.


               I go out,
  Trying my best to forget.
But every time I do,
  It all leads back to the good memories.


     Believe it or not,
    I think I loved you.
I'm thinking it was why you left.
It was because I loved you.


  You were scared if commitment,
            I understand.
   But is it really that bad,
That we both had to part our hands?


Our fingers used to be twined so tight,
  Making me think that we were right.
But now I know better,
Fairytales just doesn't happen every God damn night.


       It's been a month,
     The dull aching still there.
       No signs of you,
    It's getting harder for me to bear.



  Right now, I hope your happy,
  I wish all the best,
  Even though you left me unhappy,
  I wish everything will rest.


  Just listen for a while,
Take a deep breath and sigh,
  Think of the vital things
  You've wished for your whole life.


I've always wished for a happy ending,
But now life's unfair.
  Life can be conniving,
It can throw you anything, even with just one strand of hair.

 
       It's been a year,
Sad because I still don't know were you are.
  But I know your in greater position.
  You're one sweet disposition.


Forever, you'll be in my mind,
       My first love,
Our memories that was once bonded,
  Now it's all falling slowly apart.



   Now all that's left to do,
         Is forget you.
   But I'll always remember you,





Finally, the skies are blue.