Got my midnight mindset,
Feelings that I can't forget.
My mind is full of regret,
I need another cigarette.In my 2 a.m. feels,
I don't think I'll ever heal.
Thinking thoughts that I'll conceal,
Feelings that I know I won't reveal.Got no more positivity,
My mind is racing vividly.
Losing my ability
To feel any tranquility.Tears fall down like leaves.
God, I hope that you never leave.
Even with the love I receive,
Yeah, It's hard to believe.Always focused on the vanity,
It's driving me to insanity.
Surviving all these calamities,
This just feels like a fantasy.Like tides my moods shift,
My problems still persist.
With my red stained wrists,
Feeling like I wanna commit.It's getting hard to speak,
Feeling fucking weak.
Happiness is what I seek,
But I feel tears roll down my cheek.I've got nothing but despair,
Everybody is unaware.
I'll end my life, I swear
Nobody would even care.
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VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
I'm Not Okay. I'm Sorry.
Poesiathis is just an outlet for some of my poetry and poetic thoughts. my mindsets and my perspective. i can tell you now that it won't all rhyme. don't expect perfection. enjoy, i guess. xx 💕