|Blue Veins| A WTFuture Eddsworld Fanfic (slow updates)

|1|Stay Together

~Two Year After The End~

I hated him from the damn start.

I still do and I have never cared about him. This worsened, what he did that day it changed me mentally and the other two as well. I was having nightmares and I was afraid of myself.

I didn't think what I was doing in tell after it happened. Anger had clouded my mined and without hesitating I shot him. I was terrified of myself, how I could just do that without a second thought.

Later on I would just start having episodes where I would sit in my room trying to get as drunk as possible so I could forget. I was always alone being angry at my self, my sadness soon turning into flaming blue anger. I would throw things every thing I could get my hands on, me being drunk most of the time so I never remembered some of them. The aftermath would be me laying down on the floor breathing hard with nothing on but shorts, or me in the bathroom or kitchen which...was never a good sign.

Edd and Matt, gosh they were still the sweet hearts that they were but they weren't blessed to not be affected by that day. Matt's eye was healed in no time but he would always flinch when someone would raise there hand or when they attempted to reach out to him. Edd though he was "rewarded" with a Phobia called ligyrophobia....a fear of loud noises. You can see why that is, it just angers me more that he gave him that. I can't do anything about it he was gone for good....hopefully.

I was the only person who got severely injured. Although Eduardo's friend John, he died. We weren't on good terms with them but no one deserved that kind of death, especially so early in their life.

I got a deep cut on one of my arms where a sleeve of my blue hoodie used to be but was torn off from the explosion that destroyed our house. To tag along with that I got a severe concussion, which was totally fine, no nothing wrong with that at all. I healed in due time, and while I protested to this Matt had stitched my hoodie back together. Dude knows how to sew like a god.

Anyways I was now leaving my apartment room to go to Edd's to just watch a movie with the two. My canteen of alcohol in my hoodie pocket walking out the door locking it and putting the key in one of my back pockets.

In a just a few steps I was knocking on his door, his room really wasn't that far it was literally next to mine. I waited a few seconds and heard the pitter patter of Edd's footsteps. He opened the door with a smile so bright it could rival the sun.

"Tom! Great you could make it haven't seen you in a while why don't you come in!" He said voice showing his excitement as he opened the door wider stepping aside to let me in. "Seriously? We saw each other yesterday Edd." I said looking at him with my black eyes, a small smile splayed on my face as I walked passed him to sit on the couch.

"Ya I know but I get bored easily without no one to hangout with." He said the bright smile still apparent on his face as he looked away from me to shut the door.

"Where is Matt?" I ask as I raise an eyebrow at him. Edd turns around from the closed door and walks around the table that was in the center of the room. He sat on the other side of the couch leaving a spot in between us as he said. "He's just in the kitchen making popcorn." He answered I nodded and looked away from him at the tv which was on some show at the moment.

It was a uncomfortable silence between us, Edd knew what I've been going through we just didn't talk about it. I took a swig of my drink and put it back in my hoodie pocket, my face going slack and blank. Then unexpectedly he said something that I never thought he would say.

"You know..I still believe Tord is alive..." he was looking down at his lap. I was staring at him now, blank and silent. He started to fidget under my gaze. I look away back at the tv. "Don't you dare say that assholes  name in font of me..." Edd came back forcefully though as he stood and faced me looking in my empty eyes. "And why not?" He paused but didn't let me speak "Look I know your hurting and you don't care about him but...you have to talk to us, Tom, it's not gonna do you any better if you just isolate yourself in your room drinking!" He paused again "Me and Matt we're always here, Tom, you know that...so why aren't you letting us help you?"

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I ya was staring at him no emotion showing. I started to stand and stood right in front of him not to close and not to far. Edd had a determined look as he didn't budge, his stare hard. He's serious. I answer with just this.

"You can't help. I'm to far gone and I don't want you in my mess just because of that commie changed who I was. I can handle my self." I paused as I saw movement from the door way to the kitchen I looked away from Edd then to see Matt he had a sad look as he was staring at the both of us. I was speaking to Edd but looking at Matt. "Just stay together for me please." I looked at Edd "And have some trust in me, yeah?" I say with a sad smile. Edd looked behind him for a sec seeing Matt then looked back at me. He didn't say anything for a minute until he sighed and had the same broken smile as me. "Fine but please be at least a little bit more open...?" I smiled this time and punched his shoulder a little bit and said. "I'll think about it." Then looked at Matt who was still in the kitchen door way. "What happened to the popcorn?" Matt blinked then jumped and yelled. "OH NO THE POPCORN!" He turned and ran in to the kitchen. "Ahh great! My kitchen is gonna smell like burnt popcorn now." Edd said slouching I laughed at that as we sat back on the couch talking about random things that's been going on. This could never get old.