My heart is beating so slow
Time is frozen and won't go
The blood is slush in my veins
Silence perfectly suspended reigns
Voices in my head ring
Like lost birds on the wing
The past is never tame
I find that always the same
It is a river too deep to wade
You fight the current memory made
Sometimes you win the battle
But still your bones will rattle
The force is against you
For peace and mercy you may sue
But the ocean is cold
To the conqueror you are sold
Down to the depths you are lost
It does not care what may be the cost
Past the moments it takes you
Unfeeling for the damage it may do
So here I lie
Unable to blink an eye
Struck dumb by the weight
Of realization come too late
Thoughts away from me I can't bequeath
Alone fighting to breathe
