I look upon you today as you finally came home from your daily activity.
Your harsh words repeated within my mind.
Squeezing my heart, and made it hard to breath.
I fear you not loving me,
Like I do everyday.
To cause you pain is not what I wanted.
To learn on my own free will,
Was my main focus.
Causing you pain makes me feel like a burden.
The Erie thoughts lurks in my mind,
Your words cause my light to flickered,
Creating a stronger darkness.
Would've been better if I didn't took another breathe, cause right now, I don't want to take another one.
I tried to figure out what I can do,
To bring peace and happiness.
Not for just you, not myself,
But for our family.
For us to rise out the shadow that lurks upon our shoulders.
I tried to make you see what I wish for you to see,
But I fear you will always think,
That it brings me pleasure to see hurt within your eyes.
Like mother, like daughter,
We feel used more than we know the truth.
Blind fear and to feel the lonesome pain,
So scare of being alone, and on our own.
But isn't that what family are for?
To have a safe haven that we can always come to?
To smile and share happy memories?
To laugh and teased so playfully?
To love each other unconditionally?
Cause honestly, that all I want and need.
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~~~|My•Poems|~~~
Poetryhello awesome people, these are poems that I wrote. some deals with what I feel. and some have connection with things around me, of what I see. All Pictures are from everywhere, I just use them to connect with my poem. The poems are all me. Pl...
