∆I'm Sorry∆

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I can't be a good Sister.
I can't be a good Friend.
I can't be a good Aunt.
I can't be a good Daughter.
I can't be a good Student.
I can't be a good Role Model.
I can't be a good Girlfriend.
Most of all, I can't be a Good Person.
I tried everyday to live up to your Expectations, But I'm not perfect.
I AM ME.
I don't have Courage.
I don't have Strength.
I don't have Playfulness.
I don't have the responsibility.
I'm sorry for crying every time you yell at me.
I'm sorry if I can't hear well.
I'm sorry for not wanting to be around you.
I'm sorry If I seem like a bitch to you.
i'm sorry I worry about school more than myself.
I', Sorry Im not the person you wish me to be.
You just don't understand what is like to be me.
I wear black because I'm use to the dark.
I stay away from people cause I'm use to being alone.
I don't talk much because I'm use to people not wanting to talk to me.
I wear weird clothes, Cause I'm use to be calling a freak.
I do stupid shit, Cause it help me feel like it would change me.
I daydream a lot, because I want to be in a world that I can feel like i belong.
I listen to sad song, because they represent how I feel.
So can you understand?
I guess not, because you never do.
No matter what you say, and how much you said you love me.
I would say you're lying and you just want me to feel happy.
Well i can't cause all the happiness, the love, the care, the faith.
It all change when you went away, leaving alone to fight this world on my own.
So now you know I'm sorry that you can't accept the truth.
That I AM ME.

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