Lost Memories (Taehyung X Jennie) (UNDER HEAVY EDITING)

◆ Forty - One ◆

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"I'm sorry for leaving you...

See? I can't see you die like that.

I need to do these...

I love you but I need to leave you...

...I'm sorry...."

She's crying...
I want to cup her face but my body is frozen...it's just a nightmare tonight...I hope everything that happens was just a nightmare....but what's the wrong thing? I only hoped for that and that's not going to happen.

.......

I opened my eyes with the sound of the crowd...it's so noisy.

Someone's running there, someone's rushing there. My vision is blurry yet I can see that everyone's in tension...

I rolled my eyes to clear my vision yet I can't.

I felt a burning feeling on my head...
Then, I remembered...I was tortured...

I groaned...
So, everyone rushed unto me.

I don't kmow what they are doing but I do feel relieved as they helped me.

They transfered me into a room...
Now, I don't care to everything...
All I care is that....

"She's not going to be mine."

- Jennie

I was sent into our company buikding after everything had happened...

I am worried...
Too worried that I can yell at everyone right now.

He got unconscious and at the hospital right now...

I want to go check him...
I want to but if I did...
Everything will be just going to happen again...

It's enough...for him...
It's too much....for him.
He had enough...
That's fine as long as he's fine.

"She's here, sir."
    The man that escourted me informed my parents.

I get in and as I did...
A slap greeted me.

I was about to cry in pain but as I remembered Taehyung...I got frustrated.

"You'll going to be locked until you marry Eun Woo!"
     My father yelled...

"Your stubborness lead us here, Jennie. We have warned you just from the very first time."
   My mother sarcastically added.

I didn't answer and just held the part of my face that has been slapped...

It's better than what Taehyung had earlier...
Don't cry....

Then...

"LOCK HER UP!"
    My father shouted and my.mother rolled her eyes off me.

The man that escorted me earlier gentky pulled my from my arm and lead the way to the mansion.

As we reached the mansion, he made me go to my room.

Everyone in the mansion was instructed not to let me go out from the lonely mansion.

Then, I just realized...

"This mansion is too huge...too huge that the air was entering and making the temperature cold. It felt lonely when the weather is cold....I feel alone."

I lied on my bed...
I don't bother changing my clothes nor taking a shower.

I don't accept foods from the servants...
I let myself suffer for this day...

Until, night comes.
I'm still lying and facing the direction of the balcony.
The balcony was widely opened that I just let the cold breeze to enter.

I don't feel anything, even though it's cold, I don't bother putting the blanket over me.

I just want to die...
I want to change what happened...
It's much better if I didn't found my memories back....

It's better that way...

"Taehyung...

I hope you're fine right now...

I want to stay by yourside but if I did...

They'll just continue beating you up and torturing you. I don't want that to happen again. I just wish that everything will be fine for you as time passes.

Go find another woman...
A woman who's parents will go accept you warmly.
A woman who can do better than me.
A woman who's much perfect fit for you.

We're done, Taehyung.
We're...done."

Couple tears have fallen from my eyes.
I closed my eyes and sniffed a bit.

I just want to sleep now...
And I hope to never woke up again...

※ END OF CHAPTER ※

NOTE:     Yeorobun! I'm so sorry for messing up with updating the chapters, I got caught busy with my assignments these past few days.

I promise to update two chapters today.
Just stay tuned!

Kamsahabnida! And I'm really sorry! Jeongmal mianhe, yeorobun!