IT STARTED AGAIN.
the uncontrollable emptiness in the pit of my stomach, the constant lip bites, leg twitching and over thinking.
i don't know where i fucked up, i don't know how i got here again. this feeling is so overwhelming, yet, at the same time it's like i have no emotions and i'm scared because i don't know how to get out of this again.
i did the one thing i promised myself six months ago i would never do again, no matter how bad it got but it's the only thing i find comfort in anymore. i only have myself now, i need to pull myself out of this.
i'm so alone, and god, i hate you.
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the cause of my self destruction
Randomjust an exhuast ridden girl trying to find her way through the chaos of life. - contains a series of poems, thoughts and a collection of rants by me.
