forgetting

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uGH,,i hate this chapter but it is important :'))

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"taehyung! stop!"

the young alpha growled as he was being tied down, restraints were holding onto his wrists and his legs were being tied up.

jimin. jimin. jimin.

mine. mine. mine.

he struggled at the restraints but it was useless, they were made especially for alphas. he growled at his parents who had tied him down.

"untie me, now!"

"no taehyung, this is for your good!"

"no! jimin is still not mine! i need him!"

seokjin hated seeing taehyung like this, he blinked away the tears as he walked away. namjoon saw him leave as he sighed and took on more look towards taehyung, then walked out.

the older sat down on the couch as he sobbed, it was like his memories were coming back.

namjoon sat down next to him and wrapped an arm around him as he cried onto his shoulder.

"can't there be another way?"

"no jinnie, you know there can't."

"yeah, i would know."

seokjin pulled away from namjoon's arms and walked over towards the kitchen. he didn't like talking about it, seeing taehyung hurt him.

"jin,"

namjoon followed seokjin like a lost puppy, he wanted to comfort his mate but he knew he was sensitive about his past, their past.

"you still don't forgive me do you?"

seokjin avoided namjoon's eyes as he stared at the floor, leaning against the counter. namjoon sighed as he embraced him, holding him tightly. he kissed the mate mark on his neck to reassure him.

"it's not that i don't forgive you, it's that i can't forget joonie."

namjoon sighed as he nodded, he knew it would be hard for seokjin to forget everything that had happened. especially since they were once in this type of situation once.

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seokjin once had a boyfriend, his name was jaehwan and he was a vampire. they were happily in a relationship of two years until namjoon walked into his life. seokjin was entranced by the new boy in his high school, he was lonely and never liked talking to others. namjoon was either in the library reading or seokjin once found him wandering around the forest.

one time seokjin had actually followed him into the forest and had bumped into namjoon, and that was when their friendship grew. they would hang around the forest to talk or sometime to study in the library, namjoon was really smart. they were hanging around each other a lot that seokjin began to decrease his time with his boyfriend, who seemed really bothered that seokjin was passing his time with a smelly bitch.

during their anniversary, jaehwan had used his vampire mind control and had convinced seokjin to sleep with him. after that namjoon had lost contact with him. he was confused, what had he done? why did seokjin stop coming to school? namjoon was confused, he knew it had something to do with jaehwan, but he decided not to confront him about it.

after a year, seokjin was back in school and acted like nothing happened. wait, he wasn't acting, he didn't know what happened during the year he was away. namjoon frowned at this, how could someone forget all the time they were gone. though namjoon was happy that seokjin still remembered him and they continued their friendship like nothing.

that was until namjoon had his rut during school, he had presented as an alpha a few weeks ago and his parents thought since he was responsible, they wouldn't lock him up. they also thought he didn't have anyone he liked, that's why they didn't think twice to let him continue school.

seokjin waited at there normal hang out spot and was surprised to see jaehwan there. the vampire had ignored his expression and grabbed his wrist and began to pull him away. that was until namjoon showed up strange. seokjin realized by his golden eyes as jaehwan snarled at him.

the vampire knew he was in rut and came looking for seokjin, which caused him to hide seokjin behind his back. jaehwan had told seokjin to hide while he dealt with him but, how could seokjin let jaehwan beat namjoon up? so he stayed, that was when seokjin realized namjoon was a werewolf. a beautiful black coat with light shades of gray as his golden eyes landed on the vampire. seokjin was surprised to see the wolf taller than the vampire, that was when he listened to jaehwan and began to run.

seokjin hid behind a fallen tree after running for awhile, he was breathing heavily as he looked around to see if anyone had followed him. he quickly hid again once he saw the werewolf running towards his direction. he gasped as he felt his eyes water, he caught a look at the wolfs mouth and saw blood dripping.

he began to cry, the wolf had killed jaehwan and seokjin knew he was probably coming after him. that was until namjoon changed back into his human form and tried to get seokjin to look at him. seokjin didn't want to, he was afraid of namjoon and of what he was.

"don't worry my mate, you are safe now."

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seokjin closed his eyes as he heard taehyung yell again, he couldn't take it. namjoon held him tightly but he couldn't ignore taehyungs yelling.

"should i ask the healer to make him go to sleep?"

seokjin quickly nodded as namjoon smiled, pecking his forehead before getting up and walking out of their cabin. seokjin heard the door close as he recapped everything of their past, why couldn't he remember that year he was gone? what occurred during that year?

"why can't i remember?"

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jimin stated at his phone nervously, he bit his lip before taking a look at the message he sent.

jimin: can we talk?

he had to fix the situation but was still confused. he hasn't seen taehyung since he left and he had avoided jungkook since the incident. but, he knew he had to pick soon, he can't stand the thoughts running in his mind of them two fighting till one of them ends up dead.

yoongi wasn't any help either since he was still avoiding hoseok, who came everyday to check up on him. jimin knew he shouldn't involve himself in their "relationship" but he couldn't help it. he wanted his brother to be happy, he needed to be happy since he always took of care of him when he was little.

jimin remembered how their mother was never in the picture, it was always yoongi and himself. yoongi began to work at the age of 15 and he had made sure jimin attended school and did all of his homework.

jimin jumped at the sound of his phone as he checked the notification.

jungkook: where?

jimin: at the cafe around six?

jungkook: i'll be there.

jimin sighed as sat up on his bed, he can't go back now.

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dun dUN DUN

jimin is going to tell jungkook whether or not he chooses him :P