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Imagine being jeon jungkook's girlfriend. you guys have been dating for 2 years now... you were happy and in love with eachother... till some aggressive fans started making you're life a living hell on SNS and in real life. People really forgot that you are a human too with feelings and insecurities.... you've already gained every type of nickname on Twitter, some called you gold digger, other ugly ass and some went with the classic "HOE". You loved so so much jungkook that u went trough everything without complaining, but after a while things have become heavier and heavier to bare alone.
you couldn't take it anymore.....
With all my left courage I dialed his phone number.
you: hey...
jk: hi babee ,wassup why u called me ? u missed me right!
you: jungkook we need to talk....please hear me out, it's important....
I never thought saying those words to you would be so tough... I hear your breath has stop and small sobs are coming out of your mouth, I guess you figured out what was I about to say...
jk: you are starting to scare me Y\N... i-
you: jungkook i think things are not going well. I think we should brake--
JK: DON'T EVEN TRY SAYING YOU WANNA BREAK UP WITH ME!!!
you: jungkook lis---....
TUT TUT TUT TUT TUT TUT TUT TUT~~~~~~
I was late, i was already left talking alone...
He didn't even let me finish....
2hours later....
I was taking a nap, when jimin suddenly calls me
jm: hey Y\N!! what happened with kookie ?? he was crying a river ... I never saw him like that...
you: oh... i was trying to tell him we were over but he didn't let me finish...
jm: fr??? why? I thought you guys were doing great....
you: he is doing great... I am not ... his freaking stans are following me around everyday. I get insulted on the street and on sns everyday!!!!!
I love him so so much but I can't go on like this... I tried to tell him before but he never listens to me!!!
I would have bare this if he was here with me but he is not!!! I know it's his job and it's not his fault..... I just want to set him free... I am probably not good enough for him.... he needs someone better...
jm: don't say such things princess... he is so happy since he met you.. he always talk about you, he even became more annoying....
you: I am sorry jimin I can't do this anymore...
after that, I just hanged up.. I just want to cry right now... I love him so much....
but this is going to pass... I will forget him.. I will forget his kisses... his hugs... his smile. Remembering makes me so so sad and hurt....
At 4.00 am
I had finally managed to sleep and my eyes hurt soo much for the non-stop crying, when I hear someone knocking really loudly at my door. I didn't want to go and open, so I just waited,maybe he will get bored and go home... but the knocks didn't stop and they've become even louder.
what the hell !!!!! it's freaking 4.00 am!!!!!?!???
I raise my lazy butt to go and see who was this insane person.....
as I open the door I see jungkook... looking at me....
I gulped.... oh shittt
you: what are doing here jungkook ? weren't you on tour???
jk: tell me it's not true???? please?..
his voice was so low that I could barely hear what he was saying...
his hair was a mess, his eyes were so red and puffy... I can clearly tell that he cried~~ a lot.
jk: please... don't leave me... please
other tears are coming out from his eyes. his knees dropped and he falls to the floor.
seeing him like this just brakes my heart.... he never cried in front of me... he was the strong one in our relationship...
you: jungkook... I am so sorry I can't go on like this.....
After hearing that he suddenly stands up and pushes me against the wall holding me from my wrists.
he started shouting...
jk: YOU ARE NOT GOING TO LEAVE ME!!!!!! I JUST CAN'T LET YOU GO... LOOK AT ME I'M HERE LOOKING LIKE A SHIT FOR YOU Y\N........ IT DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT,I DON'T FEEL RIGHT BABE.... I DON'T HAVE REASONS TO SING.... YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING( a/n I need you∆)
he leans closer and whisper in my left ear ...
jk: I really love you... you don't know how much... babe please...stay with me.
I can't hold my tears anymore ......
you: jungkook...... I........
What will you do?
let me know in the comments💗
