[Editing] • I'm not alone • KOOKMIN

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𝐉𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧 𝐩.𝐨.𝐯

"PARK JIMIN! COME DOWN HERE!"

That's what I hear everyday.. Park Jimin here, Park Jimin there..

"What is it?"

I yelled back, but not too loud.

I'm afraid of getting hit again.

Since she didn't answer, I went downstairs by myself. My mother used to care about me a lot. But since my father passed away, everything changed. She started to hit me, without thinking. I tried my best to help her but I failed.

I lost everything.

And school is even worse! People hate me.

I sigh as I look down on my watch.

School is starting soon.

I wouldn't say my grades are bad. My mom doesn't care anyway, she doesn't care about me anymore. She even wanted to buy an apartment for me.. probably so she can get rid of me. I don't know how to think about that yet but I don't care. As long as my mother is happier without me..

"Bye mom, I'm leaving!"

Though there's no use to let her know, I never forget to say goodbye.

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The cold breeze touched my skin as I walked on the quite street.

I love winter. It's cold and I can smell the scent of coffe and chocolate coming from the café's across the street.

And the sound, when my feet touch the snow-covered ground.

I love it.

I continued walking until I felt someone bump into me, which got me startled, since I never pay attention to what's happening around me.

"Oh i'm so-"

Clap

D-did he just slap me?

"Watch where you going, shorty"

He snaps as he pushed me out of his way.

My heart was beating fast and my legs were trembling.

Scary.

But I was used to it. I'm weak. I can't do anything about it, even if I tried. I don't have one friend in school, barely even talk with anyone at all.

I reached the school and quietly entered the classroom, hoping for no one to notice me.

"Ey, ugly shortie! Why are you still here? DIE!"

I felt my heart throbbing. These are the type of words I have to hear everyday. But I still can't get used to them. I want to yell back.

But I can't.

I want someone who protects me. Someone who cares about me. Instead I get hated by everyone, looked down on.

My vision starts to get blurry as I feel the tears building up in my eyes.

I ran into the bathroom as fast as I could, hiding the fact I'm crying everyday on my own. Why can I cry so easily? But not smile while everyone does?

As I ran into the men bathroom, I bumped into someone, again..

But as I open my eyes, it was the rude boy i bumbed into before school. Oh no..

"Oh seriously... that annoying bastard again"

He mumbled loudly and aggressive for me to hear and I flinched as I saw him lifting his hand, afraid of getting hit. I closed my eyes. The fist hit my face with a loud sound.

I fell on the ground and couldn't help myself stand up again. I couldn't see anything.

"YA! JUNGKOOK WHAT ARE YOU DOING! THIS ISN'T FUNN-"

Everything went black.

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helloow guys~ This is my new ff! But this time in english..

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