The words i'm saying right now, I don't know if they'll hurt you. They'll probably make you hate me forever, huh? You, saying that i'm not the same as i used to be is not completely untrue. This changed me as a stranger that i would once had never knew.
I don't know why i'm like this... I want to find myself, my true self.. I want to uncover the truth that lies within me. I want to reveal all the things that i hid from myself. But how can i do this knowing that you're around, making me want to change thinking it's better this way when it's not....
I must not be worthy of this thing called love... Even though i'm by your side, i'm still so lonely... Laughing and smiling, they said that it helps, but it hurts even more if i put on a show. But i rather be lonely than to be a burden to you...
