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Chapter 7

Namjoon POV

I was still thinking of an excuse while she was still giggling which made me so weak. She asked again,
"Are you going to tell me the reason or not ?"
"Yes. The reason is that I have sensitive teeth and I don't want to receive electric shocks after eating the very cold ice-cream. To make something more clear I was deep into some thoughts looking at something behind you that I didn't realise the ice-cream melting. " I gave a long,detailed reply.
"Oh really. Okay then. I believed what you said. " she replied sarcastically.

All I did after that was giggle along with her and told myself not to lie if I was not so experienced at it. I was a very good kid in my childhood. I never lied and was very honest. Because of that I never lied so it could be clearly seen on my face if I was lying or telling the truth. I felt really shy and awkward after it happened. So, I stayed there quietly without talking even though I wanted to talk to her and get rid of the awkward silence. Finally she started talking about random stuff and I joined her. We kept talking and we actually started to talk very seriously about life. I realised how serious it had become and I decided to end that serious topic. I noticed few children laughing and playing around. So I thought why not become a child again. I caught hold of Y/N's hand and started running towards them. She was shocked at the sudden movement but she started to run faster and we maintained our pace. It was really fun. We reached the children and asked them if we could join them and play along with them. They took some time to agree but they agreed. We played for a long time until the sunset. I found myself looking at Y/N more than focusing on the game. Whenever she would catch me looking at her, she would blush and continue with the game. Her cheeks turned tomato red whenever she blushed. It was very noticeable. After we finished playing we sat on the bench and watched the sunset. It was truly very beautiful and magnificent to watch. Once the sun had set we just sat quietly enjoying the cold breeze.
I asked " Can we go back to the home ? "
" Sure. It is pretty late too. " She replied. We got up and started walking.

Not long after we started walking, she  asked me, " Can I please hold your hand ? Cause I am scared of the dark. "

I was about to laugh so loudly but I controlled myself and accepted the fact that she wanted to hold my hand and I was super happy but super nervous  at the same time. I tried acting normal and suceeded in doing that. I felt so proud of myself. I let her hold my hand. But the only problem was that we were freezing as the temperature was really cold but my hands were sweating. There was no sense but that happened only because I was super nervous. We walked for quite a long time and my hand stopped sweating. I was so happy to make her feel safe and secure. I wanted to let her know that until I am by her side, there is nothing that will harm her. I will never let anything happem to her ever again. At that very moment, I promised myself thst I will never let anything happen to her and that I will keep this promise till time permits. After a long time of thinking and promising to myself, I noticed that Y/N was shivering. I sensed that it was because of the cold. I stopped walking and hugged her just so that she could feel warm. She buried her head on my chest and I could feel her breath falling on my chest. After some time I heard soft sobs from Y/N. I didn't know what was bothering her. I just stood there shocked that she was crying. She was crying with her head on my chest. I gathered up some courage to ask her , " What happened ? Why are you crying ? "
" I never knew there are few people who actually care for me. I am so grateful to have you Namjoon. You don't even know me for long and you care for me so much. Even though the word 'thank you so much' is not enough thats is all I can do to show that I am really grateful. I just wanted to remind you that I will be leaving for Scotland in a few days. My last days here in Korea is going to end in a few days. I am blessed to have spend my last moments with you. Thank you once again. " She replied after some time.
Realisation hit me so hard that I froze for a minute. It was really hard to accept that she will be leaving the town forever and I will never get to see her ever again. But however I had to respect her decision about anything. It was extremely hard to act normal and hide my feelings for her. But I had to do it just so that she would have a better life ahead. I asked, " Are you sure about all this Y/N ? Do you think that the decision you made is the the right one ? "
" Yes Namjoon. I am sure about this. I really really hope that I am making the right decision and it'll make me feel better. " She replied.

After she uttered those words I hugged her so tight. She hugged me back. Honestly I was going to miss her smile, her eyes, her scent, her silliness. I was going to miss each and everything about her. I was going to miss her presence.

After a long time of making her feel warm and hugging her, she pulled away. I would never be able to forget this day. Today, I saw her etheral smile and also the bitter tears. In a few days she took up a huge space in my heart. I felt something for her that I never felt for anyone else. What was that feeling ? Why do I feel this way when I am with her ? Now that she is going to leave me forever, why is it hurting me so much ?

" Don't go Y/N !! Please don't go. " I was longing to tell this to her but I wouldn't. All what I said was, " I'll miss you Y/N !! I'll miss you really very much !! "

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A/N :- Hello~ !! I am really very sorry that I updated after so long. That is because my vactions are over and I got back to school recently. So it has been very hectic recently ! Hope you guys understand. Hope you guys liked the chapter !! I'll post the next chapter as soon as possible.

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