be my friend · todoroki shouto x reader

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"No way! He did not do that!" you laughed. Shouto giggled and nodded his head.

"Unfortunately, he did. And I had to clean it up." he said, disgusted.

You and Shouto were sitting in a cafe, drinking some hot chocolate and nibbling on some cookies. It was a nice and sunny day, although it was still cold so the snow was visible. It's been a couple days after new year's eve and Shouto was telling you about the massive party that happened at Midoriya's house. His friend called him for help at 4 am and what he saw there could be compared to a nuclear bomb exploding inside the house.

"Do you think Midoriya is mad at me? For not stopping by?" you asked. Shouto shook his head.

"He didn't mind, I mean your stomach ache was understandable." he said as he took a sip of his hot chocolate. He looked at the clock behind you.

"I need to get going, I promised bakugou I'll help him with the chemistry homework." he sighed. You smiled and wore your coat. You both walked out of the cafe.

"Don't let him get on your nerves, hun." you teased him. He wrapped his arms around your waist and brought you closer to him.

"Trust me, I won't." he said and gave you a peck on your lips.

"I'll call you later, okay?" he stroked your hair. You nodded and kissed him on the cheek. He let go of your waist and turned around to cross the street. You turned around as well and started to make your way home when suddenly you heard a loud banging noise and a squeal of the tires. You turned your head around.

No.

You saw Shouto lying on the ground. Your heart was pounding and the whole world started to spin around in your head. You were staring at Shouto's body, unable to speak nor move.

It's not him. That can't be him.

You ran up to him, tripping multiple times on the way. Tears were falling down your cheeks.

"Shouto! Shouto wake up!" you sobbed and caressed his face. You placed your head on his chest and tried to listen to his heartbeat.

You couldn't hear anything.

"Someone call the ambulance!" you screamed to a group of people that was standing on the sidewalk.

"Ma'am, please step aside, you'll get yourself covered in blo-"

"I DON'T CARE, CALL THE  AMBULANCE RIGHT NOW" you shouted at the man that was talking to you and cried again. You picked Shouto up and hugged him. You buried your face in his neck. Your hand was on his head and you felt the blood spreading across your fingers.

"Shouto, please..." you whispered.

"Don't leave me alone."

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It's been hours since Shouto was taken to the hospital. Hours since you came there. Hours since the operation started. You were sitting on the hallway ground, knees up to your chest and face buried in your crossed arms. Your mind was revolving around your boyfriend and him only. The thought of loosing someone that important to you felt like a hammer crushing your heart. You couldn't imagine your life without him - his smile, his laugh, his presence. Suddenly you heard someone's voice.

"[name], you shouldn't worry." you raised up your head hoping it was your boyfriend but instead you saw a tall man with red hair and striking blue eyes. They reminded you of shoto's left side.

"I'm Shouto's father, it is a pleasure to finally meet you." he said and offered you his hand. You took it and his dad helped you stand up.

"Why shouldn't I worry? His life is in danger, Mr. Todoroki." you sniffled. Your eyes were red and puffy from crying. Shouto's dad gave you a sad smile.

"Because Shouto loves you... and he is stubborn as hell, so he won't give up. He'll live... I'm sure" he said. Hearing his name made your eyes fill with tears again.

"Shouto said that you-"

"I know what I did in the past was bad, but after all..." he cut you off in the middle of the sentence.

"After all, he's my son."

Suddenly you heard someone walking out of the operation room. It was the same doctor that was operating Shouto. He walked up to you and Shouto's father.

"How is he? Is he well?" you bombarded the doctor with questions. He gave you the look that you were scared to see the most.

"We tried everything, ma'am. We really did." he sighed and rubbed his forehead. You felt a single tear falling down your cheek. Your whole body started to shiver.

"No, please. There has to be something you can do to save him. Please, anything." you said in a hoarse voice.

"I'm really sorry. That's all I can say." the doctor said and asked Shouto's father to go with him. They left you alone in the hallway.

You fell down on your knees. You wanted to scream, but you couldn't. Nothing was coming out from your mouth. You couldn't even cry, you didn't have the strenght to. All you had in your head was this one sentence, repeating again and again and again, like a broken radio.

Shouto is dead.

You grabbed the necklace he gave you on New Year's Eve and hugged it. You looked down and squished your eyes.

He is really gone.

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HAAAAA BITCH YOU THOUGHT YOU WOULD GET A HAPPY ENDING????
i mean anything can happen in the last chapter but don't get your hopes up, he is still dead af.
yes i know im evil i knOW
this chapter is a lil short im soz
also next chippy chap will be from YOUR POV HOW EXCITING
as always, don't be afraid to point out any grammar mistakes/typos and let me know what you think :)
'til the next and the last one, byeeeee x