I Don't Love Him! ( Charlie Curnow)

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Monique's Pov

I woke up the next morning and got ready for my day, today I was going out with Crippsy so he could get my phone fixed. I walked out the house and got in my car and drove to the shop where he told me to meet him. I pulled into the parking lot and searched for about 10 minutes for a park, after finding a park I walked inside and to the complex where he was standing there waiting for me " Hey Monique" he said " Hey" i answered, it was a bit awkward considering I have never had a proper conversation with him " can we get this over with please I have to go to the gym soon" i said a bit rudely " oh yeah sure' he said smiling we walked to the place and he paid for my phone to get fixed, it would be a 10 minute wait so I sat down on the chair next to the store " so how are you?" he asked " I'm good how about yourself?" I answered " yeah not too bad, so who do you go to the gym with?" he asked " Oh I go to the gym by myself" I told him, I didn't wanna risk him telling Charlie "{ oh wow do you want some company?" he asked " um no thanks, I like doing it by myself" i said" oh that's fine" he answered, so the rest of the time we were just sitting there in awkward silence until they called my name, I walked up to the desk and they gave me my phone I thanked them and thanks, Crippsy and then left the store, I had to get to the club in 10 minutes from here and its normally a 20 minute drive.

I arrived at the club 7 minutes late and quickly ran inside and to the gym, " sorry im late I was stuck in traffic" I said to Jack " oh that's okay I don't mind" he said smiling " o do you wanna get started?" I asked " sure" he stated and we started doing what we normally do. about 5 minutes later I was doing some push ups and Jack was doing some chin ups, he stopped and walked over to me " Hey Mon? can I ask you something?" he asked, " yeah sure what is it?" I said getting up " well I wanted to know if you would stay back after this to have a coffee with me?" " yeah sure" i smiled at him, he started to lean in, and I was starting to feel uncomfortable, " Jack i-" I said as he put his lips on mine, I was in shock, he promised me that he wouldn't do it again, but here he is doing it again but for some reason I couldn't help but kiss him back. he pulled away and smiled " this is so wrong," I said out of breath " but it feels so right" Jack stated simply and started to kiss me again, I don't know what it was but I just couldn't stop kissing him back. 

I felt so bad about this but for some reason, i just couldn't stop kissing him. I was getting frustrated with myself because I was with Charlie and I was kissing jack, I shouldn't be doing this but Jack was right it felt so right.

after about 5 minutes of us kissing I finally gathered up enough courage to pull away " Jack- I um" I said lost for words " it's okay Monique" he answered " we can't tell anybody about this okay? I don't want Charlie to know" I stated " yeah sure" he said looking upset " Jack this was a mistake but for some reason I just want to keep kissing you" I said honestly " then it's not wrong" jack answered " but it is I'm with Charlie" I said walking out, I couldn't handle this anymore, there was too much pressure, I needed someone to talk to so I called Jen and she invited me over. I drove to her house and as soon as she opened the door I burst into tears " oh my god Mon, what happened? what did Charlie do?" she asked worried " he did nothing, I did it" I answered in tears " what? you did what?" " jack kissed me and I kissed him back," I said crying even more " oh my god Monique, why?" " I don't know but when he started kissing me I just couldn't help but kiss him back" I answered honestly " oh Mon, it's going to be okay" " no it won't Jen, I've been horrible" " you have to tell him" " but I cant it will break his heart" " but you have to if he hears it from you, it won't be as bad as if he hears it from someone else" she answered " but how?, I'm just gonna break his heart and I can't do that to him" " well hunny I don't want to be mean but you pretty much did when you kissed Jack back" she stated, after she said that I just broke down even more " w-what if -i--I talk to E-ed about it?" I asked Jen " well I guess you could " " good cause that's what I'm going to do. I quickly picked up my phone and ran out of Jen's house, got into my car and drove as fast as I could to Ed's house.

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