~•L O W L I F E~•

"when it comes crumbling down, you have no where to turn to. you just f a l l "

{okay so im doing the 30 day challenge so i will um add different notes all over so i can reach the 1,000 goal :> also i might fail because i start school litterally tomorrow lmao (save me please ;-; ) so yee so imma write as much as i can so im sorry if these chapters are messy and bad. ill edit them later XD } {A-AFTER THE WAR I STUDIED LAW AND I PERFECTLY PERFECTED IT ;D}
~•months later~•
Jade called me down stairs. So i headed down stairs "natsu, did you know my parents got murdered? " i nod "you told me, remember? " "so you know who did it?" "No, why would i know? " "christopher love married to ariana amai, their daughter natsumi amai,  do you know who she is?" I worry, she knows. She knows, "no, i d-don't know who s-she is." she slaps me with tears going down her cheeks. "LIAR! YOU DO KNOW WHO SHE IS YOU ARE HER!" she pushes me "DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO WITNESS YOUR PARENTS BEING SLAUGHTERED BY YOUR BEST FRIENDS FATHER? HUH? DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT FEELS? " "i don't know what that feels like, but i shot him, my mother died. I grew up alone. But that does NOT mean i did it,  i would never kill anyone if i HAD to. I have shot someone but it was in defence and I felt horrible, i did not like it." "SURE YOU DIDN'T! I KNOW YOU DIDN'T DO IT BUT YOU, YOU COME FROM HIM HE MADE YOU, DON'T YOU THINK THAT WHAT HE DID WOULD AFFECT YOU? MAKE YOU GO INSANE? YOU COULD SOMEDAY SNAP AND KILL US ALL START A PURGE OR SOME SHIT LIKE THAT! YOU SHOT HIM BUT THAT DOES NOT BRING BACK MY MOM AND DAD IT HURTS, IM BROKEN. IM BROKEN BECAUSE OF WHAT YOUR DAD DID. YOU DISGUST ME NATSUMI. I HATE YOU AND YOUR FAMILY!" i take a deep breath in. "Jade.. Why, you are broken, i know that but- i didn't do it i didn't tell him to do it i would never. Please, don't leave, you're the closest friend i have, i know it hurts to know that your parents are dead, but feeling that you killed your dad who once loved you. Your mom dying in your arms. Do you think that's bad? It is. I have it worse than you, be great full​ that you have it not that bad, that you grew up with your brother" {ELIZAAAAAA, ELIZAAAAA, ELIZAAAAA SHE TELLS OUR STORYYYY ANGELICAAA STORYYY TIMEEEEEE DOOOOO TIEEM *cough* im sorry i just need 1,000 words and um thAts gonna be hard bc im running out of ideas h a h a h a h a im afraid that wattpad will take away my account if i don't finish this 30 day. Challenge, i hope dey don't any way continue with the story :3 }
She cries and says "im sorry" over and over again {500 words, like five more (╥_╥) why did i do this}
I hug her.

~•three weeks later~•
I wake up and take a shower, i get dressed and i head downstairs. "Natsu there's some mail on the counter for you" jade says. "Oh, thanks" i pick up a stack of envelopes and look at them. "I guess they are from collages, maybe one of the collages i applied for accepted me!" I head over to the couch and i sit down, i open one by one each envelope. Reading them slowly. "Nope, nope,  nope, nope, nope, nope, nope. What the hell? They are just for me to apply! I thought they would of been like acceptance letters! Like i got into harvord or something. Ugh, im not gonna go to collage. I might as well just go to comunity collage then" jade gives me one "oops, forgot one" she smiles {my fingers hurt already. Hhhhhh please tell my why i did this} "jade! " i took the manilla paper envolope. I opened it with a lot of caution, "maybe i got accepted into a collage" she looks at me "probably" she shrugs. I take it out and i read the letter, "welcome to schyler collage in new york city." i get confused. "New york city?" jade looks at me "well shit, your gonna have to go away for four years then! But congrats though, right?" my heart drops. "New york city? I mean.. Wow, but- i can't leave california for that long! I have to revoke it, i don't want to go away!" she takes the letter away "no! You're going to go to this collage! You've wanted to get into a good collage and this is your opportunity! Come on. Four years will pass like nothing, plus you can visit during holidays like christmas!" "they only let me come if i have a family. You guys are just friends! They wont let me. And i don't care that much! I can go to community collage!" "No! You're going to this collage. Plus this is one good ass collage. One schyler sister was married to one of the ten founding fathers, it's really good. Come on don't throw away your shot at this natsu!" {I AM NOT THROWING AWAY MY SHOT AYE YO IM JUST LIKE MY COUNTRY IM YOUNG SCRAPPY AND HUNGRY, I AM NOT THROWING AWAY MY SHOT. I am a dissapointment to my fandom, if you'll excuse me ill go hang my self k bye}  "but! I don't want to leave you guys! I literally can NOT. you guys are really important to me!" "Nuh uh uh uh! You've studied real hard to get into a good ass collage and your going to go to this collage! Come on. Do it for me!" "But what if the others don't want me to go?if they don't ill stay. " "no you won't. Come on. Just have a baby with mir or something and then you can come visit us!" "What! No what the f*** jade?" We laugh
(PRAISE BABY JESUS THAT I WROTE 1,000 WORDS K BYE MY HANDS ARE S L E E P)